Well it's tuesday....It's been 3 days since I have had a drink....Not that I havent wanted one really bad...I just don't want to make things worse for me.
I have tried so hard to find a Dr to see me but no luck thus far.....
I do have one that is supposed to call me tomorrow and ask me questions . From those questions she will decide If I need to see a thearapist. The therapist will decide If I need a psychiatrist . Then thy will decide If I need medication.....I already know that I need it.....but I guess they can't just take someone's word for it.
It might actually be nice to talk to a therapist...but i doubt it.
I just know that it is part of what i need to too right now If I ever want to live "normal" life......
In the mean time I will conitue to tread water ....
I have tried so hard to find a Dr to see me but no luck thus far.....
I do have one that is supposed to call me tomorrow and ask me questions . From those questions she will decide If I need to see a thearapist. The therapist will decide If I need a psychiatrist . Then thy will decide If I need medication.....I already know that I need it.....but I guess they can't just take someone's word for it.
It might actually be nice to talk to a therapist...but i doubt it.
I just know that it is part of what i need to too right now If I ever want to live "normal" life......
In the mean time I will conitue to tread water ....
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Hang in there bro. It'll get better. Maybe you need to make music again to take your mind off things?
I feel your pain... nothing worse then repeatedly banging your head on the wall, and hoping that "next time" something will give... like the wall... instead of your forehead.
It shouldn't be too hard to get onto some sort of medication... an hour's consultation/Dr. visit will basically be enough to get a script...
not sure if you've had em before, but watch for any bad side-effects... hopefully your doctor will prescribe like a 30 day supply, get you back into the office to discuss how they're going... make any changes/dosage adjustments... then off again into the wonderfully WIDE world we live in.
If you need anyone to talk to, shoot me an e-mail... i've been there, done that... and am thankfully still treading water these days... and yeah... major lifestyle adjustment WAS required... but so far it's been a good trade-off.