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I apologize for not updating sooner, its been a busy few weeks. I am preparing to go back to school in the fall and have a lot of confusing paper work to fill out. Plus I have started a meditation and exercise program, and that takes up a lot of my time... but it is working, I have lost a lot of weight, and that...
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honsolo:
hug always here
pinkfuckermeow:
kiss kiss kiss
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Self Destruction

Everything is coming apart at the seams
My world crumbling around me
I can't remember what it was to have dreams
There is no one here left to see
Because I manage to push them all away
It wasn't supposed to happen this way

Yet I am still standing right here
Standing amongst the ruins of my reality
While the rubble came down...
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averagebadfriend:
ooo aaa Awsome,awsome! smile I'm happy that we are friends now smile .Please write to me often as that would be cool smile
luka_____:
I love your pics !
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I like Edmonton, and I like Canada, the people here are quite polite, and although many of them are quite full of gossip, they at least pretend to mind their own business. It is different from America in this way, Americans won't hide the fact that they think either less of you, or have judged you undesirable. In Edmonton, people will be as sweet as...
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heinleindourden:
Hello! I didn't realize you'd moved already, just wanted to say hi.

I know what you mean about california being different from edmonton.
I think that area, and this area is vastly different culturally. (I lived and fell in love there)

P.S There are Asians in this area. see photo.

P.p.s: Did you know that people don't use the word disgruntled in it's positive form?
As in I'm feeling pretty gruntled right now
blayde:
Hey,

Happy new year....

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The Oddities of Missy

I am alone this morning, my mother, who is almost always my constant companion, is gone, off to California for the divorce hearing. She left me here, in this big empty house, to watch over everything and to take care of my Missy. Actually with Missy here, I am not so alone, the poor thing doesn't leave my shadow for even...
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blayde:
Wow, you have snow! We had some in the UK a few weeks back, and it caused complete chaos.

Ahh, missy's cute!

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honsolo:
well i think that you an i would get along astrologlicy

but i think i more than enjoy your rambeling. i enjoy reading them quite a bit, but i know all about being kind of lonerish i uesd to be like that too when i was yonger smile but its always nice to know that there are people out there that give a little fuck about you even if they are starbge men from far away smile
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I like art, and whenever I run across a picture I fancy, I save it on my computer. I have got quite a few of them, and dicided that since I have them I might as well share some. So this post is going to consist of Artwork that I have come across in the Fantasy genere. I have a list of the artists name's...
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mezra:
i did enjoy thanks

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Family get together torture....


The haze of sleep filled dreams still touches the outer reaches of my consciousness. Yet although I try to grasp their meaning they pull farther away from my reaching mind into the cavernous cavities of thought. Gone they are from me, like so many thoughts, and so many memories. Hidden from my reaches behind walls I am not able to penetrate....
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blayde:
hEY,

I'm back, have you got over that sinus infection yet...?

xx
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Everything outside is painted in white crystals, gleaming in the sun, threatening to take your eyesight with the brightness of it all. Slowly am I getting used to the cold strangeness that is snow and Canadian winter. Every place that I have lived has brought winter to its shores in a different way. Sacramento, New Orleans, Lafayette, Canada, each has winters so different in accord...
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Sometimes I wonder why people find it so darn hard just to be NICE to one another. I have always tried to be a nice person, and try very hard not to pass judgment on those whom I know nothing about. One would think that in this life of ours with all of the hardships that one could possibly come across that we couldn't just...
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Zagan Self-Help tactics


To tell you the truth, I am young yet; there are indeed many things out there than I know nothing about, many things, which I do not yet fully comprehend. My experiences are limited, many of which different from that of what falls within the realm of normalcy, but limited nonetheless. I am still learning new things everyday, and probably these revelations...
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thepsychicbunny:
Yeah you're spot on about Holland.

I go there every year to meet with my friend and it really is the most unjudgmental place I've ever been.

I find it hard to understand why there is so much prejadice in countries where diversity is so ripe.

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Today I find myself lost within the winding caverns of my mind, loosing track of the world of reality and wandering aimlessly through futile thoughts. I think I read too much, but it is one of my endless addictions, and probably my most favored escape from the world around me. I can read a 400 page novel in under five hours, not speed reading, and...
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zanafar:
The insanity which was my school life still unsettles me quite a bit. I really wish I could have just home schooled......maybe I wouldnt be so fucked in the head as I am now whatever

I do greatly agree with using books as a way out. I do it all the time too....though my exit of choice is normally movies or games.
Sometimes everyone just needs to get out of thier lives I guess.....to kinda jump in the body of someone else and do something cool or great or sexy or whatever

Canada is sounding better and better every time you talk about it. And the simple fact that your there makes it a place Id like to visit anyway biggrin m (only in the summer though.....a West virginia winter is too much for me.....a Canadian winter would likely kill me blush )

Thank you for the comments you have left me lately blush They have made me smile a good bit blush

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thepsychicbunny:
Yeah England is very much the same as America when it comes to the judgmental nature of strangers in the street. Having never visted America I can't compare on personal experience but from the experience of others it would seem I'm not to far from the the truth.

I have been to Cananda though. I think it's lovely.

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Personal Deficiancies and Finding hell in other People



Fuckedy Fuck Fuck Fuck My dog fucking had to go and bite somebody this morning. Grrr quite an unpleasant experience if you ask me, She has always been a might up tight and she broke her leash and ran off like a bat out of hell to go and bite someone. I have been dreadfully upset about...
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zanafar:
Oh damn. Was he mad about the bite??? He isnt going to call like animal control or anything on you is he?!?!?!?! frown frown frown frown frown
Might be a stupid idea....but why dont you do something for him in apology. Like give him some cookies or something.

I know that you dont like most people darling.....but please dont completely isolate yourself. There ARE people out there that I know you would like (I hope Im one of them in fact) Friends are a good thing to have
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It seems like it has been forever since we packed up our things and put them on the moving van. Today though, the stuff should arrive. Of this I am most thankful, I am not one to surround myself with meaningless objects, however I do miss the human comforts that I have grown up with. Most of all I miss my books, they are the...
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