Tuesday Feb 08, 2005

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fucking party by myself on monday night.



at 5:30 am.
class at 9:30 am.
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and i need advice.
for my birthday party.. in april.

i need a good and sexy theme.
i like drag parties.

but i need to mix it up.

recommendations anyone?
thepirate:
I always go to steakhouses for my birthday, next time I'm making everyone dress up.... even if I am still in LA (where no one ever dresses up).
thafckisup:
thanks for the compliment on my name, i use it for everything!!!!! me so original, and as for your party, have the guys dress up as girls and the girls dress up as guys, then when to people hook up the girl puts a strap on on and uses it on the guy.......

just a thought

Monday Feb 07, 2005

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i finally have secrets.




and you don't get to hear them.

nener nener.
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joscelyne:
I'm intrigued!
xanippi:
frown i'll tell me mine if you tell you yours
*growl* miao!!

Sunday Feb 06, 2005

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when it rains, it pours.


and i want it to get soaking wet.
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letigre:
sometimes it just drizzles though. whatever

kiss
trilobyte:
No no - not abuse... that to me involves spilling some or wasting them wink

Reckless experimentation, perhaps, but abuse by no means hehehe

odi omnes

Friday Feb 04, 2005

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phobophobia - the fear of fear itself.



for some reason, i find this statement to be infinitely profound.

(can profound be infinite?)
dave_h:
يحبي الله

Allah likes me.
superscott:
yeah no kicking ass for me either.
but hey.
cant win them all.
BUT
next week will kick the most ass ever.

Thursday Feb 03, 2005

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6:37 am.

i think i am going to try and get at least an hour worth of sleep tonight.
*watching the sun come up*

and it seems so long ago that eileen and erin came over to watch project runway.

i got most of my work done.


except studying for my midterm.


but i changed the class to pass/not pass. so at this point. i...
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allied:
I feel your pain on the sleep issue. I've been at war with sleep for the past several years. mad I occasionally take Ambien, but it trashes me out the next day. Good luck.

Thursday Feb 03, 2005

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finally done.

sleep for 2 hours.

then midterm.

then video.
bettietwoguns:
good luck, baby girl.

will you get a chance to nap later?

kiss
bettietwoguns:
p.s.

i love del taco's chicken quesadilla.

Friday Jan 21, 2005

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i have been tempted to cancel my account.

in fact, i have cancelled it. then i freak out and uncancel it.

i keep wondering what it is that keeps me here. hanging on by a thread of friends.

but then i know.

i am here because of my friends. i know i don't see you guys and i know i am a flake and i...
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rawr_ima_monster:
right.
-MmmmmmmmmmmmWAH!
Dave
strongmad:
Would Marla Singer quit a group of misfits? Hell no!

Tuesday Jan 11, 2005

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i need a jumpstart for my life.


some sparks.








or maybe i am just thirsty.
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babybeezer:
oh man, I think I have too much love, oi. Help. How about I give you some of mine?
bettietwoguns:
giga, where you been?

Thursday Jan 06, 2005

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i quit smoking by accident.

i couldn't smoke when i was with my mom in eastern europe. 2 weeks.

and sure i have been back for a while, but everytime i try to smoke one... it's just gross. and smoky.

and smokers smell kinda gross.

but still. i am disappointed that i quit. i wasn't ready to quit. but now getting back on the badwagon...
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babybeezer:
yeah, sometimes I think "Hmm, maybe I'd like a cigarette" but then I smell the assness of the smoker who just walked in the room and change my mind. Every once and a while is fine, but the ass smell all the time? No thanks.
likeclockwork:
same thing happened to me over the break. kinda cool.

Tuesday Jan 04, 2005

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i am so bored, i think i might die.
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takeshi21:
ooo aaa
fiesty:
aww don't die you are 2 cute it would be a waste!! I love your profile pic. biggrin

Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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here on this eve of new yearness.

this year. oh this year.
started out making out for 5 minutes with a boy i loved.
i am guessing it won't end as romantically.

this year has hardened me. i feel more grown up, tougher, rough around the edges. i feel more cynical. smiling has taken a back seat to being pessimistic.

i was always a little...
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babybeezer:
what a difference a year can make. you can come go with the flow with me. I'm a flower. hehe. flow-er. not flower. oh man.

if all goes to plan I'll see you this weekend.
xoxo

hope 2005 rules for you.
takeshi21:
I think these are all wonderful things to aspire for at any stage in life. I've been in a prolonged period of stress because of work and money and all the other stupid things life throws your way. And during that time I'm constantly analyzing where I am, what I'm doing, where I should be, and how I get there. By doing so, I believe I'm missing out on much of life. So this summer I took up surfing and tried to find the dude-ness of it all, or at least take the first steps toward this discovery.

And no, I don't think most people always think about death. Only a few of us are dumb enough to do that while life is flying by. It's hard, but I'm trying to not be so obsessed with a future I know nothing about. smile
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