gayballs

hello.

my back hurts. i worked extra hard today, and found out that i am working tomorrow and sunday.
but there's an upside.
i get paid more. and sunday is DOUBLE PAY. wooooo.
that means a lot of money.
i got paid today and it's the biggest paycheck i've ever gotten.

hi.

i'm in seattle. i'm kind of cold right now, but it's also not bothering me too much. right now.
this morning was something else altogether.

I miss you people. i miss this site.

for those who don't know, or who are getting irked at my blogging and not responding-- i don't really have internet. i mean, i have internet at home, but it's on my housemate's computer. she's willing to share the computer but her daily ritual is to come home, down a bottle of wine, and sit at the computer all night.
so it's kind of out of the question, these days.

it's freeing, though. although i miss this site and most of you, it's nice to like-- not spend all day in front of the computer. i think the last time i beat off was last sunday morning, when roomie was in vegas.

there's not much to tell, though. i guess i'm getting used to this place. this place which i think i love.

i had some emailed words with hillary this week, but that's over now. there is to be no more contact. at least not for a while. at least not till she decides she wants to be in contact, or decides she wants to be ready.
i miss her so goddamn much it hurts. given time, i'll be okay. i just can't imagine it right now.

Hal Holbrook destroyed my soul. if it were up to me, he would have taken the best supporting actor nod, not chigurh.


okay everyone, have fun.
i am.