gayballs

by taking off her friends list Hillary wasn't being bitchy or stupid or whatever-- she was just preserving herself.
Her taking me off hurt me, no doubt. but fuck if i wouldn't do the same if my boyfriend of 6 left me for a city he's never been to.
I don't think she could appreciate that i really did all that i could, i though.
I may not be a villain, but i certainly sit in the villain's chair. and it hurts.
She wants me out of her life completely. doesn't even want to know i'm alive. breakups fucking suck.

anyway.

I went out with Merritt last night. we drank and ate the greatest BBQ i've ever had. I almost spelled out BBW.

Here is my new lamp, purchased at IKEA around the corner from my work.


Here is my new-to-me car. I don't trust it but it's pretty.


Buster. I live with him.


This was taken at a place where strippers serve you your coffee. No, i couldn't take a picture of my server.



this is all for now.
i'm lonely as fuck, and i'm freezing. but i'll pull through.