gayballs

I spend too much goddamn time on this website. This computer, too.
I feel paralyzed, not able to get out and do things.
I feel like everything requires too much of me. too much driving, too much time, too much effort, or too much money.
Fuck this.
I hate it when I feel this way.

I'm going to bed. Maybe after that I'll get up and do something. But I doubt it.
I think I've just consigned myself to sitting here beating off for the rest of the day.

Some vacation.