My throat is raw. I feel a cold coming on.
This can't happen right now.
I can't get sick. I'm on a roll here.
I feel good. I've been working out like every day.
I feel better. I almost feel like I look better.
This can't happen right now.
Things were becoming how I wanted them to be.
And now I'm sick.
Last night was important. I saw my shrink and I had a 'breakthrough' of sorts.
There's a lot that I have to change. And it's like-- the way I live to the very core.
And it has to change. I can't be my dad. And I certainly can't allow myself to be worse than my dad.
This can't happen right now.
I can't get sick. I'm on a roll here.
I feel good. I've been working out like every day.
I feel better. I almost feel like I look better.
This can't happen right now.
Things were becoming how I wanted them to be.
And now I'm sick.
Last night was important. I saw my shrink and I had a 'breakthrough' of sorts.
There's a lot that I have to change. And it's like-- the way I live to the very core.
And it has to change. I can't be my dad. And I certainly can't allow myself to be worse than my dad.
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Further more, I've been planning on doing a nude set of myself for some time but I can't think of where or how. Any ideas? I want them to be really interesting.