gayballs

so I guess if you're the praying type, it's a good time to pray for me. I feel like I've used up all of mine.

I just got tested for a barrage of diseases, the scariest one being HIV.
My doctor sent me to do it, since I'd at one point been involved in a lot of risky behaviour.

so here I am. the wait begins. if I don't get a call, everything's good. If I get a call, there's trouble.