I seriously hate my stomach right now. Starting at about 8 a.m. it's been nonstop chatter from it, well more so than usual. I wish I knew what I had to do to get it calm down. I wish I knew what I keep eating/doing that's causing this.
Which reminds me, I need to go in my physical. My health insurance came through Friday and... Read More
I talked to RS. He'd sent me an e-mail about his dad e-mailing me. He said as awkward as it would probably be, he wouldn't mind taking me home with him but figured with all the family drama I'd be bored. To me it sounded like a cry, not for help, but maybe support. I told him I'd go with him so long as I... Read More
Thanks. Like I was telling MrCleen I don't think I should have driven home last night. Not sure if it was the alcohol or being tired, maybe both. It was a poor decision. What made it worse was that when I got home my roommate was in my parking spot. I drove around looking for parking and then I got really tempted to drive over to Sean's and ask if I could sleep on the couch.
Today was really hard. Sundays were always our days to spend together. We'd go hiking or just lounge in bed or watch a movie or whatever. It was "our" day. Now it's "Damn, I have a day off and don't know what to do with myself."
(now that I've read you blog) I guess I missed your last update because I didn't realize any thing happened with you guys. If I knew what happened I'd say, I'm gonna have to agree with grand ma ma on this one, but I'll check your last blog
Now it's "Damn, I have a day off and don't know what to do with myself."
This is me, anytime I'm not at work. Just one day at a time...
As much as I wish I had more people on the same boat as me when I'm down, I've been under the impression that as long as there is love, you can work just about anything out. Do you just need things you way for awhile or is this something that has no possible solutions?
First I had a dental appointment at 8:15 a.m. which meant I got up at like 7 a.m., although I woke up with RS at like 5 a.m. We cuddled for a bit and it was awesome.
But then we broke up about two hours ago. This hurts. I'm more upset because I love him but know this is the... Read More
I don't know what little fire got into me but I have been the biggest bitch since Monday. I think something just snapped. I'm honestly super tired of taking one for the team.
See, a server decided she couldn't work her shift Monday morning (see my last journal). Because she's the boss' pet, the rest of us must pick up the slack. I got drunk... Read More
So incredibly bored. Somehow we got most of the work done but now we're stuck.
WHAT'S THE NEXT LINE
The meaning of my display name is... a long story.
I am listening to... Tear You Apart.
I've come to realize that my ex... may always love me but made poor choices.
I love... RS.
My best friends... understand my hedonistic tendencies.
I can't understand... people's... Read More
WHAT'S THE NEXT LINE
The meaning of my display name is... I think I'm sexy.
I am listening to... the ringing in my ear.
I've come to realize that my ex... nothing, I didn't like her when I was with her.
I love... rain.
My best friends... still don't understand me.
I can't understand... people's reasoning.
I lost... lots of things.
People... are fools.
Love is... naughty.
Somewhere, someone is... masturbating about me. You know you are.
I will always.
Angels are... most probably not real.
I never want to... do a lot of things, so I don't do them.
My mobile phone is... useful.
When I woke up this morning... I drove my wife to the airport, then to the beach and talked on the phone for a while.
I get annoyed when.... people.
I am thinking about... dinner.
My friends are... mostly people.
Last night I... said goodbye to my wife, in the shower.
Today I... don't know.
It would be nice... for people to be nice.
I really want... to live healthier.
Called in yet again to open the restaurant in addition to being lunch closer and dinner opener (this translates into me working from 1030 a.m. to roughly 7:30 or 8:30 p.m. without a break). So if you would be so kind as to send me funny, cute, or whatever text messages, I'd appreciate it. It'll keep me from going mad I tell you!
RS's grandfather died sometime yesterday evening. While he wasn't too close to the man and doesn't seem to be torn up about it, send him good vibes any way. Yesterday was a tough day without him having to hear that. There won't be any funeral services.
I'm OK with working at the Tribune, it's just that I'm tired of feeling like I'm being passed over for people who worked below me. My friend promised to keep her ears open for any other jobs there.
In other news, I went shopping yesterday. I spent almost $200 (OK my grandmother who is visiting from Kansas spent that money)... Read More
