I have decided the best feeling ever is this:
feeling safe
What feels better than knowing you are safe? Protected and nestled deep in (t)his cocoon of warmth, I can just drift from pleasure to pleasure with the realization that very little else matters. It's delicious and I am enjoying the feeling.
*insert contented sigh*
On the updating type front, spent the weekend with B....
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feeling safe
What feels better than knowing you are safe? Protected and nestled deep in (t)his cocoon of warmth, I can just drift from pleasure to pleasure with the realization that very little else matters. It's delicious and I am enjoying the feeling.
*insert contented sigh*
On the updating type front, spent the weekend with B....
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What a nice night-to-day I've had....from my new boyfriend to the ex-boyfriend, and back, in 24 hours.
It started last night when B came over to my house, where we ate some pizza and half-watched Monster House. We talked and talked until early this a.m., finally jumped into bed and slept.
I am amazed by the amount of talking B and I do when we...
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It started last night when B came over to my house, where we ate some pizza and half-watched Monster House. We talked and talked until early this a.m., finally jumped into bed and slept.
I am amazed by the amount of talking B and I do when we...
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pinuppixie:
oh! Mi scuzzi!
pinuppixie:
bump bump
Ever hear a terrible, and terrifying, noise in the middle of the night and wonder what could have possibly occured that would create such a heartwrenching sound?
Well, it came from me. It is the sound of indecision, of fear and doubt. That screeching sound is longing and apprehension colliding inside my soul, each clawing for purchase.
I am spring cleaning, sweeping out the old...
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Well, it came from me. It is the sound of indecision, of fear and doubt. That screeching sound is longing and apprehension colliding inside my soul, each clawing for purchase.
I am spring cleaning, sweeping out the old...
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pureblu12225:
moving on can be a good feeling just keep your head clean and you'll be fine hey wait spring cleaning your a bit late eh?
sebsis:
I will definately let you guys in SGSD know when I will be arriving. I am very much looking forward to meeting everyone. Florida was great when I was a kid, but for many years has been kind of mildly toxic. Not really fatal, but I sure can't grow here.
Well. Where to begin?
First off, thank you to all who gave me your lovely birthday wishes.
I was given many wonderful gifts that I do not deserve and was spooned full of cake until my skin smelled of buttercream icing.
I had dinner and saw a wonderful play with an old friend last night, and then talked until dawn with a new one.
Then...
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First off, thank you to all who gave me your lovely birthday wishes.
I was given many wonderful gifts that I do not deserve and was spooned full of cake until my skin smelled of buttercream icing.
I had dinner and saw a wonderful play with an old friend last night, and then talked until dawn with a new one.
Then...
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antichrist247:
Sorry it took me so long to get back. My dog ate my computer and I had to follow him around for a whole night and a day to get it back. To answer your question, finding time to sleep is pretty difficult. Just when I think I'm resting comfortabely, something terrible interrupts it. LIFE!!!
Anyways, happy belated birthday. I hope that your parents understand that settling down isn't something that you decide to do one day. It's something that happens over an extended period of time. Besides, settling down isn't all it's cracked up to be.
Cake, cake, wonderful cake.
Anyways, happy belated birthday. I hope that your parents understand that settling down isn't something that you decide to do one day. It's something that happens over an extended period of time. Besides, settling down isn't all it's cracked up to be.
Cake, cake, wonderful cake.
pureblu12225:
Happy one to You!!!
My blood is absolutely buzzing.
I can feel it thrumming under my skin and hear it pulsing in my ears.
The contributing factors are:
*new medication
*an extreme case of nerves
*not being able to keep food down, due to nerves making my stomach flippy
*compulsively checking email
*wondering what the hell is wrong with me, and why I get myself into these situations...
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I can feel it thrumming under my skin and hear it pulsing in my ears.
The contributing factors are:
*new medication
*an extreme case of nerves
*not being able to keep food down, due to nerves making my stomach flippy
*compulsively checking email
*wondering what the hell is wrong with me, and why I get myself into these situations...
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sweetbuns:
happy b-day!
cellosoul:
Happy birthday, Diva.
-s
-s
Hmm.
Oddly significant things are happening to me.
I don't think I can expound on all of them (....on this day), but I will hit on one.
I finally told Zhen she had to get outta my bed and, in turn, my life. The resulting argument involved screaming, kicking, crying, more screaming, name calling, sobbing, absolutely obscene language on both our parts, more sobbing, my...
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Oddly significant things are happening to me.
I don't think I can expound on all of them (....on this day), but I will hit on one.
I finally told Zhen she had to get outta my bed and, in turn, my life. The resulting argument involved screaming, kicking, crying, more screaming, name calling, sobbing, absolutely obscene language on both our parts, more sobbing, my...
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mexicant:
Sorry, but no. I cannot change the hue of your skin as it would completely nullify the theme I have for those pictures. Not only is it a piece of art in still life, but also a bit of artistic reality in the sense that nothing has been altered and everything is shone the way they truly are.
... which is to say that you ARE pink.
... which is to say that you ARE pink.
mexicant:
You know... if you're not careful I might have to fire up the ol' Photoshop machine and actually make you pink. It's really not that hard to do...
Thought process was as follows:
hm....
eep!
why? (repeat 100 billion times)
*giggle*
oh!
warm
damn that cute kitty....
warm
end of the credits?
rainy smell
L.A. riots
cold
hm....
eep!
why? (repeat 100 billion times)
*giggle*
oh!
warm
damn that cute kitty....
warm
end of the credits?
rainy smell
L.A. riots
cold
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tofubot:
hehe that's cool.
and i don't have to ask why cable's better, i know it is. satalite tv is nice and all... if i want fucking tv in the netherlands... pft, stupid satalite tv.
tofu "
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and i don't have to ask why cable's better, i know it is. satalite tv is nice and all... if i want fucking tv in the netherlands... pft, stupid satalite tv.
tofu "
"
mexicant:
*insert generic reply*
[Edited on May 30, 2004 4:47PM]
[Edited on May 30, 2004 4:47PM]
GODDAMN IT!
Due to ridiculous cell phone issues, I have lost all the tele numbers I had. As I never write things down (because the pens are always stuck in my hair), this means I have no way to contact anyone. If I have had, should have, or will need your telephone number at any point in the next 5 years.....email or AIM me with...
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Due to ridiculous cell phone issues, I have lost all the tele numbers I had. As I never write things down (because the pens are always stuck in my hair), this means I have no way to contact anyone. If I have had, should have, or will need your telephone number at any point in the next 5 years.....email or AIM me with...
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kestrel:
Oh, no! Quick, kick two people off your friend list!
pureblu12225:
YEY to no rain though...let it be nice all damn weekend with no smelly rain oh yea thats how it should be
sorry to hear about the poopiness phone crud I don't think you have my # or even have asked for it hmmph deadeyes got so if ya want it bad enough there ya go
yes indeedy next weekend is on I totally agree on the sand and saltwater bit but its the beach just gotta deal with it huh
sorry to hear about the poopiness phone crud I don't think you have my # or even have asked for it hmmph deadeyes got so if ya want it bad enough there ya go
yes indeedy next weekend is on I totally agree on the sand and saltwater bit but its the beach just gotta deal with it huh
I am feeling a bit knackered this PM, due to a marathon viewing of 'The Return of the King' that lasted until the wee hours of this morning.
I have discovered that it is impossible to watch a movie (loosely!) based on a book with 12 people who have not read the aforementioned book. The movie ran for 3 hours, but the arguments and explanations...
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I have discovered that it is impossible to watch a movie (loosely!) based on a book with 12 people who have not read the aforementioned book. The movie ran for 3 hours, but the arguments and explanations...
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misterclean:
thanks for the comment!
and....any time! any time!!!
and your brithday is two days before mine!
[Edited on May 27, 2004 12:20PM]
and....any time! any time!!!
and your brithday is two days before mine!
[Edited on May 27, 2004 12:20PM]
bbecker:
welllllll, what should i bring o elderly one? just ask and you gots it like a piggy on donuts...
Ugh.
Remind me next time I feel melancholy that I am an alcoholic abstainer, and rum does not mix with needy exgirlfriends. Actually, I suppose it does ...but the mix of the two has very few positive aftereffects (besides the obvious).
But on an interesting literary/linguistics note, I am re-reading Ambrose Bierces' book The Devils' Dictionary. And by far my favorite entry is this:...
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Remind me next time I feel melancholy that I am an alcoholic abstainer, and rum does not mix with needy exgirlfriends. Actually, I suppose it does ...but the mix of the two has very few positive aftereffects (besides the obvious).
But on an interesting literary/linguistics note, I am re-reading Ambrose Bierces' book The Devils' Dictionary. And by far my favorite entry is this:...
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mr_demille:
One of my friends harasses me about my salacious tendencies. For example, when people giving directions say things like, "get off on Laurel," my standard quips are "if you're lucky" or, "I can't cum on demand like that." She, not being amused by this, told me one day that she expects a higher caliber of wit from her friends.
Stinging.
That very night we went down to a very cool place in Tijuana (La Antigua Bodega de Papel) to heard what I would call "spastic jazz". She pointed out that in this cafe/bar there was some text written on one of the walls, and asked me what it said. I was having trouble with it, so I asked our waiter to help me. Between his broken English and my broken Spanish, I was able to roughly translate it as:
"Everything you see rises when you get down on your knees."
Nice. It's not every day that I hear a religious quote I can interpret as a blowjob reference.
random thoughts:
Did you get my email with my email address? I sent it from here, and sometimes those end up in the junk mail folder...
One of my friends sent me this, which I find alternately terrifying and amusing:
http://pixyland.org/peterpan/petersFashionPage.html
I took a look at your candids, and at the risk of alienating you (for few appreciate having their grammar corrected), your very interesting table should be called "La Espina de la Muerte."
Stinging.
That very night we went down to a very cool place in Tijuana (La Antigua Bodega de Papel) to heard what I would call "spastic jazz". She pointed out that in this cafe/bar there was some text written on one of the walls, and asked me what it said. I was having trouble with it, so I asked our waiter to help me. Between his broken English and my broken Spanish, I was able to roughly translate it as:
"Everything you see rises when you get down on your knees."
Nice. It's not every day that I hear a religious quote I can interpret as a blowjob reference.
random thoughts:
Did you get my email with my email address? I sent it from here, and sometimes those end up in the junk mail folder...
One of my friends sent me this, which I find alternately terrifying and amusing:
http://pixyland.org/peterpan/petersFashionPage.html
I took a look at your candids, and at the risk of alienating you (for few appreciate having their grammar corrected), your very interesting table should be called "La Espina de la Muerte."
leavemehere:
No pins please. 
The tattoo was painful enough.
The tattoo was painful enough.
This relationship sounds like your well deserved reflection of that kind of beingness and beauty.
The way you describe it feels like a lil' oasis. But not dull. Playful, too. You're a lucky girl!
Play On,
s