it was a rough night. thanks to Bitten who managed to talk sense to me and keep mt straight literally. i'm an addict, i'll use any substance in front of me. if it's not available I'm fine so I've only learned to avoid things. When put in my path, i have no strength, no morals, nothing. So as I was telling her what I was...
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antibiotics and steroids are my best friends....
feeling alive but tired. Thanks for the well wishes.
feeling alive but tired. Thanks for the well wishes.
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cayleigh:
ok tomorrow we have many things to talk about haha. We had an AWESOME AWESOME talk today 
I got some answers I needed and once again eased my worries! I'll prob send you a message all about it because I can't wait to tell you. Plus I want to change my name and want your opinion too. Btw it was so cute that you called me sis the other day! made me smile!
I got some answers I needed and once again eased my worries! I'll prob send you a message all about it because I can't wait to tell you. Plus I want to change my name and want your opinion too. Btw it was so cute that you called me sis the other day! made me smile!
tiger_fodder:
What is a TV? 
enough of that nonsense.......
I have to get bifocals dammit!!!!!
I have a fucking cough that won't go away.... and Gazari to thank for the cold....
(worth it )
and enough for now.... just sick of the old blog and the T word.
Kate Nash amuses me though...
I have to get bifocals dammit!!!!!
I have a fucking cough that won't go away.... and Gazari to thank for the cold....
(worth it
)
and enough for now.... just sick of the old blog and the T word.
Kate Nash amuses me though...
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evangelin:
Where are you darling? Hopefully you are sans the focals and having a wildly enjoyable time...one that even the mad hatter would envy! 
cayleigh:
yeah the party was a blast. and as for #2...NADA today is day 5
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mrsted_stryker:
ya lately its been "clicky clicky" all over the house. My mom is going to pull her hair out! HA
ta2dmom:
Thanks. I kind of like it too .
I'm doing alright, the thing is I just realized, she's got her own judgment coming and it's really not my place to put mine on her. It'll be interesting when I see her next month, but I'm hoping that Xanax and possibly some "herbal supplements" will make that meeting okay.
. I'm doing alright, the thing is I just realized, she's got her own judgment coming and it's really not my place to put mine on her. It'll be interesting when I see her next month, but I'm hoping that Xanax and possibly some "herbal supplements" will make that meeting okay.
because i hate the old blog:
a sort of memory
Freud sat on the bathtub for 7 ounces too heavy and missed the phone ring the first time. The second time it rang he slowly got up but managed to knock a copy of US News off of the nightstand that his feet were propped up on. They were a brown leather, so old and...
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a sort of memory
Freud sat on the bathtub for 7 ounces too heavy and missed the phone ring the first time. The second time it rang he slowly got up but managed to knock a copy of US News off of the nightstand that his feet were propped up on. They were a brown leather, so old and...
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watchtheskies:
I was merely following my doctor's instructions, me laddio. And she should have been grateful for that piss. It was far warmer than she was.
coffeelove:
No, that's true. I do not know how to tell the entire story.
sorry, it's not good enough but it's time to move...
this is unfinished at worst and a train wreck at best, but it was important for her to find this morning.
inspired by a conversation with Melanie....
We share a dream of Cabrini Green
A slum apartment for two
Most of the old tenements are gone
Replaced by something more respectable
Just like we should...
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this is unfinished at worst and a train wreck at best, but it was important for her to find this morning.
inspired by a conversation with Melanie....
We share a dream of Cabrini Green
A slum apartment for two
Most of the old tenements are gone
Replaced by something more respectable
Just like we should...
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bitten:
i'm a moody bitch what can i say. lonely too. and royally fucked in the head. 
bitten:
saw these guys at the HOB like last December. met them too.
Isn't me hating you what you have wanted all this time??
saw these guys at the HOB like last December. met them too.
Isn't me hating you what you have wanted all this time??
past present.....
I remembered someone i hadn't thought of in years.....
why do these things always come when least expected and have the most profound impact?
why do the telling of these stories fill in so many blank spaces?
is an absence so much more influential than a presence?
i suppose my day will find me ruminating over these questions and so many related to...
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tiger_fodder:
Memories are like traveling through time. I like to think of those people that crossed my path and added something, like you have, sir! 
cayleigh:
hey hun! How are things? did you move yet?
if one more person disappoints me i'm going to scream.
ta2dmom:
I'm sorry people are disappointing you. 
I'll try never to do that.
I'm slowly working my way up to 300 mg on the delayed release. I just finished the 50's for 4 days, up to 100's for 4 days, 150-200-300. I'm on that in the hopes that I can take less Xanax. One of those in the day, then a seroquel at night. Hopefully I won't have to take it for long. It's mostly this whole stressful living situation I'm in.
I've already noticed the crazy hangover-ish symptoms, I was told to take it "at least 12 hours before I have to be awake." yikes lol.
I'll try never to do that.
I'm slowly working my way up to 300 mg on the delayed release. I just finished the 50's for 4 days, up to 100's for 4 days, 150-200-300. I'm on that in the hopes that I can take less Xanax. One of those in the day, then a seroquel at night. Hopefully I won't have to take it for long. It's mostly this whole stressful living situation I'm in.
I've already noticed the crazy hangover-ish symptoms, I was told to take it "at least 12 hours before I have to be awake." yikes lol.
_moonbeam_:
::hugs::
Today I wrote a short message to someone. I was weary whilst writing, yet offered elegant prose. It was no surprise that I thought of you during said composition. But now as I deprive my self further of sleep, my initial thoughts were that I hoped to be lucky enough to dream of her. Then upon a sad realization of an impossible future, I cling...
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evangelin:
blah-vous doit tre le plus ennuy que je chrie ...
If I were Looking for trouble I'd kick it in the sack. I am so far beyond that.....
I've actually morphed into trouble
If I were Looking for trouble I'd kick it in the sack. I am so far beyond that.....
I've actually morphed into trouble
old things... i do not know the date....
i want to be your full moon.
i want to illuminate your darkest of nights.
i want to drive you crazy with unexplainable emotion,
and give to you the gift of irrational thoughts.
i want to cause you feeling.
i need to see your insanities.
i want to be your unseen clock
and tick away the dullest...
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i want to be your full moon.
i want to illuminate your darkest of nights.
i want to drive you crazy with unexplainable emotion,
and give to you the gift of irrational thoughts.
i want to cause you feeling.
i need to see your insanities.
i want to be your unseen clock
and tick away the dullest...
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coffeelove:
Hehe, okay, you can keep the clicker darling. Im sure it will make us both very happy lab rats..
missbonnieblu:
make a video of what?
How has your experience made you feel? I really am so happy for you and for them.......
Tell me about your health, you are stronger then I would have ever imagined a man could be
Ok I have to run for now, Web design class all day
I have to tell you othe strangest thing- on my laptop next to my favorites tab is a box that shows the icon for some of the pages. It's relatively new that I am noticing that it does this and it's not for every page. But SG shows up and when I am on my blog page it says evangelin; geek! Yours says Freudianslip; Emo, Fetish
Do you think the man is spying on us??????????