I went to traffic court. When I got there I recognized the parking lot from a dream. It resembled where I was driving through a lot around a canyon perimeter.
The middle aged deputies are sitting in front of the metal detectors are hall monitors. I consider asking for directions on what to do, but then I realize he's not a member of the service...
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The middle aged deputies are sitting in front of the metal detectors are hall monitors. I consider asking for directions on what to do, but then I realize he's not a member of the service...
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My membership lapsed for 12 hours -- dang expired credit cards.
I'm back in the hood now for the next year at least....
I stayed up late last night and took a big handful of various supplements right after a late night snack of a Jumbo Jack with fries.
Normally I can't stand Jack in the Box and most other fast food places in general,...
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I'm back in the hood now for the next year at least....
I stayed up late last night and took a big handful of various supplements right after a late night snack of a Jumbo Jack with fries.
Normally I can't stand Jack in the Box and most other fast food places in general,...
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linz:
god, since i have been out here i have noticed my dependence on the american way... everything FAST. it's so bizarre how i find everything to be horribly inconvenient out here because i have to go a little out of the way or put a little extra effort into finding something, etc.. when i get home i am not going to eat fast food no matter what. NONE!
cellosoul:
San Diego and I are getting on quite nicely...
Et vous?
s
Et vous?
s
I woke up at 6am to the sound of a thunderstorm.
It was a combination of cloudy stormy weather mixed with beams of sunlight from the sunrise.
Really wild.
If I wasn't dog-ass tired I'd stick around to watch it some more but I had only gotten to bed two hours earlier.
I'm contempolating changing jobs, or even just plain quitting the one I have...
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cellosoul:
I remember that clickity-clack day. Hell...if you can help it at all, don't leave that good job until you've got a decent nest-egg saved up...as opposed to a goose egg. (Meaning, don't do exactly as I did).
How is SD treating you, Bebe?
wuv,
s
How is SD treating you, Bebe?
wuv,
s
zenhell:
hi
i thought you retired from the site
i thought you retired from the site
my manager's crazy
he always smokes dust
he's got his own room
in the back of the bus
j0bber:
You stumble like the village drunk in some early Irish novel.
You know that when you get to the turnstiles
you have to give The Man two dollars, or he won't let you in...
But when you get there,
Everything goes wrong.
You know that when you get to the turnstiles
you have to give The Man two dollars, or he won't let you in...
But when you get there,
Everything goes wrong.
j0bber:
Pick up the receiver; I'll make you a believer.
[Edited on Nov 21, 2004 6:17PM]
[Edited on Nov 21, 2004 6:17PM]
Like all things will be at some point, good or bad
It's all over at least.
It's all over at least.
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anderswolleck:
salma smells nice
scylla:
I'll never stop saying "Youth is for suckers!"
AAAAEEEEeeeeaaAAaaarrrRRRGGhhGGH !!! ! ! !
Jane let me off this crazy backwards country!
cellosoul:
What rain?
I heard it on the internets.
It's a Texas Bar-B-Q
and we're smokin em out...
out of their holes
the village idiot, and the evil-doers.
It's hard. Hard work. Workin hard.
Someone's got to do it.
It's a Texas Bar-B-Q
and we're smokin em out...
out of their holes
the village idiot, and the evil-doers.
It's hard. Hard work. Workin hard.
Someone's got to do it.
sqook:
mmm-mmm!
What the recurring thought/image/desire that cycles through your day, through the years?
For me it is:
the desire to relive my youth to get something right, to escape and recreate my life into something entirely different.
But actually that's not it exactly, more like that's my age inspired judgemental persona that sees it like that.
I just like to wonder what happen if I just...
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sqook:
The thought that keeps running through my mind is to live on the edge that I've always been afraid of.... to abdicate everything familiar and comfortable, and rebuild my life from the ground up. I've never felt completely at home here, but my desire to leave always brings with it the discovery that things are never going to be drastically different, no matter how many miles you travel.
Then again, who's to blame me for trying?
I sympathize with what you're saying, though. It seems that you've reached the point in your life where you -thought- you'd have everything you needed, but then realized that it wasn't what you'd expect it to be.
Bah, I'm just talking out of my ass, mostly. Anyways, if you're interested in that documentary, you should watch it online here
Then again, who's to blame me for trying?
I sympathize with what you're saying, though. It seems that you've reached the point in your life where you -thought- you'd have everything you needed, but then realized that it wasn't what you'd expect it to be.
Bah, I'm just talking out of my ass, mostly. Anyways, if you're interested in that documentary, you should watch it online here
alleykit:
I hear what you are saying about living near the fam or off to a new city. I have the same problem. I am near my family (cause I have a little one) but there are days when I dream of moving back to NYC. Actually that's every other day.
The question is can I accomplish what I need to in a small town? Are the opportunities missing or do I have to just create them?
The question is can I accomplish what I need to in a small town? Are the opportunities missing or do I have to just create them?
It's getting more urgent to start looking for another job.
The A-hole boss said today, "I don't care if we have to start working Thanksgiving and Christmas if we have to."
This is the guy who's spent no time at all getting to know us, what we've done or how anything works. In two weeks he already knows more than we know after more than...
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I have this new recurring dream where I think that there is a live electrical wire in my bed.
It's the kind of twilight dream where nightime reality slowly warps to quasi-dream where you wake up and it takes a few seconds to realize that no indeed there is not a live wire dangling from the ceiling.
This the kind of dream where I end...
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It's the kind of twilight dream where nightime reality slowly warps to quasi-dream where you wake up and it takes a few seconds to realize that no indeed there is not a live wire dangling from the ceiling.
This the kind of dream where I end...
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mistress_m:
Happy Birthday !! 
alienprincess:
gentoo is more of a pain in the ass to install than any other distro I have ever installed.
I've actually given up on it for now.
Each attempt took like 9 hours +. I gave up after the third try, and installed darwin instead, and then got bored of that and re-installed os x (I have jaguar)
I think my problem the third time of trying to install gentoo had to do with not choosing the right kernel modules for my ibook keyboard. I picked the ones they told me to and they don't work. anyway. I'm determined to install gentoo successfully, but I'm going to wait a week or two.
I have yellowdog(3.0) on my clamshell, and it's a lot more user friendly.
I'm putting debian on my pc. I had suse 7.2.
I've been reading up on the *bsds and thinking about trying one of them out on one of my herd.
anyway.
I'll be very happy when I defeat the gentoo istallation process...
I've actually given up on it for now.
Each attempt took like 9 hours +. I gave up after the third try, and installed darwin instead, and then got bored of that and re-installed os x (I have jaguar)
I think my problem the third time of trying to install gentoo had to do with not choosing the right kernel modules for my ibook keyboard. I picked the ones they told me to and they don't work. anyway. I'm determined to install gentoo successfully, but I'm going to wait a week or two.
I have yellowdog(3.0) on my clamshell, and it's a lot more user friendly.
I'm putting debian on my pc. I had suse 7.2.
I've been reading up on the *bsds and thinking about trying one of them out on one of my herd.
anyway.
I'll be very happy when I defeat the gentoo istallation process...
any xxxmas planz?
s