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I want to know how to say "fuckin whatever" in 26 different language
Then I'll take a 5 month nap.

I'm collecting the dung of another day
in the exploded trenches
shell-shocked ringing

Hoping for
clean damp moss
a fresh tit
a new cohesion
the healing moment
of puddles and shade

burning fields
sowing the manure of my existence
vrulovwrath:
I want to be able to speak 25 languages and then we'll see.
surreal
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So much has occured in the last year, the last few months, the last few weeks.

Here's just the last couple of months:
I quit my job
my grandfather is hospitalized
I work at my old job as contract work
I go on job interviews
I find out my grandfather has cancer, in addition to other problems
I get hired at a new place
I...
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rowan:
Hmm...

I miss you lots. I know that isn't quite long, but it sure is meaningful. frown

Come back soon. ♥

xoxo
~Ro
trixel:
wow. about all I can say is change is essential for growth. silly sounding I know.
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Moving day's tommorow, so I'll be internet-less indefinitely.

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cellosoul:
Be safe, and we'll miss you (hurry back).
mistress_m:
Happy Valentine's Day!
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Here are some questions:

1. what websites/blogs/portals do you frequent the most? (other than here)
2. what community, if any, do you feel the most a part of? is it on the internet?
3. what's your favorite place to eat?
4. what's your favorite place to buy things?
5. what are some odd, non-sexual fantasies that you have?
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robjax:
Just so that you know, I am going to be w/o an account on SG until the 2nd. Money is tight, and I need to hand on till then for my payment here.

I'll be back. kiss

XOXO
~Ro
cheshiretatts:
No i have a job i hate so i can afford to tatt till i open my shop.

[Edited on Feb 04, 2005 8:53PM]
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llouys:
UNICODE RAH.

Yeah I think Gimp 2.0 is really quite capable... I've found that you can pretty much follow the majority of Photoshop tutorials on the web -- it's just a matter of figuring out where equivalent commands lie in the menus.

I used to hang out in Freenix... but I haven't of late. I'll rejoin & see what's up.

Catch you later.

Now... where's the penguin smiley...
johncocktoastin:
yowza!
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I had a weird dream last night.
I forget most of it but it involved being on a road near where I used to live with my mom.
I stopped in this bicycle rental type place. The idea was that for some reason I wanted to rent a bicycle during my lunch hour and ride around. I'd only need it for an hour. Even in...
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vrulovwrath:
Can you realize while you sleep and dream that you are dreaming and understand that what you see is a dream and not reality? If yyou do you might be able to jump into the spectral world. Anyway I'm back again biggrin
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trixel:
I get my dream memories mixed up with my real ones. At least I think I do. Sometimes I have trouble distinguishing between things I've thought, things I've done, and things I've dreamt. Oh, and add things I've tripped out on whilst chemical-ing to that list as well.

That dream has some pretty potent imagery. I like how you thought the trip wasn't worth the effort initially, and you end up going and experiencing something entirely novel and beautiful. There's a lesson I could take to in there.

Thank you for reading my journal and writing such thoughtful comments on it this morning. They really really helped me.

Enjoy the job search adventure. *HUG* smile
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The last day of the year.... and what a year it was.

Disasters and shootings seem to happen near significant events in my life.
On the two business trips I made to Georgia and Dallas there were shootings right when I got there or right after.
When I flew back and forth from Japan back to US when I lived there there was the Kobe...
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cheshire:
*squeals of joy* thank you. smile



I did have chocolate milk last night... and thought of you... chocolate milk, one beer...and I was done.... the two didn't mix well.
trixel:
I like the sounds of that work schedule. I'm not a huge proponent of full-time work. I think having a schedule that others set for you, kills you slowly. Bodies weren't made to be treated like that.

Happy new year, trickster ooo aaa !
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~ Merry X-mas!! ~
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In other news...
Well, I quit my job.

I kind of have mixed feelings about that. They offered me a leave of absence since my main reason given for wanting to leave was needing time off to deal with things...
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alienprincess:
for now I'm just unplugging the hard drive with linux on it, and plugging in the one with the operating system of evil.

I feel dirty. I did the windows update stuff and it made me click a dialog box saying 'always trust microsoft' puke puke puke

I'm sure you'll find something better for your next job-- or at least a new and different set of assholes to work with.
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cellosoul:
WOW! Al change, huh? Well, good for you sweetie. Congrats, onward and upward. smile

Love,
s
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I just had a thought.
It's amazing how you'll never run out of days in your life time, and each day is the result of the decisions, the attitude that you take.
Hmmm... so am I stoned? No, not for years.
Am I trying to write a chapter in a self-help book? Nah..
No, It's just one of those kind of days.

First of all,...
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lazarusisdead:
And my house is drafty. But I have heated seats in my car, so that makes me happy.

Engrossing words you put together above.
cellosoul:
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Reads like the first pages of a novel. I love the idea of strip clubs, but the reality of them is hit and miss for me. Haven't been many times, but I've been enough to know it is hit, and miss. The MOST fun I had in one was when I went with a group of girls. God, one girl nearly molested me and it was all in good fun. There were enough bouncers there that it was safe for us all. It was in Vegas. Club Paradise.

...roadtrip? wink

s