I decided to delete my last blog post, because I felt it was a little....over the top.
If anyone read my rant a few posts back about Mr. Trouble.....he ended up sticking around. And things seemingly got better. He got nicer. We were having fun. So I let him stay.
I am a stupid, stupid, human being.
So I ended up peaking at his phone yesterday. And there are messages to a girl (who has been a point of contention between us before) where he says how hot she is, he wouldn't blow "2 or 3 loads into her until she begs him to stop" if he didn't think so. And when was the next time they could fuck? And his old apartment would be up for rent again April 1st and he'd only be a few blocks away so he'd be done with "his stupid roommates". And there were other texts with other girls, asking them to send him dirty pics (and he got them), and he has an entire folder on his phone dedicated to all the nasty photos he gets from girls, and photos he's taken of them himself.
He's a dog, and I want him gone. And once more, I want him to pay. I figure a good start might be to introduce myself to this girl he's having a thing with. I know she's freaked out on him before for thinking he had someone else in his life. I think she may feel differently when she finds out his "roommate" is indeed a girlfriend, and what I know about her.
*sigh* I would just call him out on all this BS, but he hates his phone being messed with, and he would feel as if he's been wronged, which is just so laughable, considering everything he has done to me. Which is why I want to end things without bringing up how I know he's a pig, because I don't want him to feel at all as if he's in the right in any way. He's an ass and that's that. End of story.
Hope I can manage to get through all of this.
