I am currently dining on the fine cuisine known as hospital food, so you know what that means.....
I HAD MAH SURGERY!!!!! :B
So, it's 18 hours after said surgery, and I gotta say, I am a lot more sore than I expected to be, though I didn't know quite what to expect. But the papers I was sent home with to prepare for it...
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Less than 2 weeks til surgery! Ergebluh! I am so excited and nervous all at the same time. I've never had any sort of surgery before, or even been admitted to the hospital (except for having my son), so the whole thing seems intense. I just want the date to be here already. I find myself thinking about it often.
Other than that, I'll be...
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So, sorry I'm such a flake, and disappear for intervals. I get wrapped up in life, and forget to be social.
So! Life feels pretty exciting right now. I'm taking more teacher training at the end of the month (I'm a violin instructor, so more credentials is always yay.) One of my places of employment is already giving me a 2 dollar raise, because I'm...
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it is a truly sickening feeling, in the worst way, when you are truly disturbed, shaken, unsettled, and you know that there's not a single thing that can be done to make it feel better. to feel like you're emotionally clawing to get outside of yourself, crawl outside of your own being.
Just so many things have happened in the last 2 weeks. I just...
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It would seem all men are lying cheating dickholes.
I don't trust a motherfucking one as far as I can throw one.
And what sucks, is I'm going to start seeming like a neurotic bitch, questioning people's motives, and yeah, maybe checking to see if they are lying if it's possible. But you know what?
An endless barrage of fucknuts has made me this way.
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So, not to name any names, but *someone* actually messaged me asking if I was ok, which I have to say, warms the cockles of my heart. After everything, it's nice to know you're being thought of.
So, idiot (he shall forevermore be referred to by insults and cuss words) finally only got in touch today, only to ask to pick up clothing, and asked...
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Sorry I've been away so long! I got kind of wrapped up in my own little world of crap.
Mr. Guy is still around, he has been harder to get rid of than a creaky floorboard. But I have got iron resolve this time, and he is out when he gets back from being out of town this weekend.
As for anything else new, uhh,...
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Well, I managed to do it. I actually confronted my trouble guy, and he is gone, for good this time. He said he didn't want to stay here anymore because he didn't trust me (as in to not look at his phone), and I said he was hardly innocent, with his folder of nasty photos of girls he's taken personally or gotten them to send...
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I decided to delete my last blog post, because I felt it was a little....over the top.
If anyone read my rant a few posts back about Mr. Trouble.....he ended up sticking around. And things seemingly got better. He got nicer. We were having fun. So I let him stay.
I am a stupid, stupid, human being.
So I ended up peaking at his phone...
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