I came back to the United States at the end of August for work. I found work now I'm stuck in Oregon listening to the grateful dead with no place to go, no work, completely alone with only a book, glass of water and what's left of my sanity. I had intended to work until Christmas. However I got greedy! I left the place I...
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darkfader113:
wow. i randomly ran into this. while I would never say this doesn't sound like some quite cool partying, and omg how much fun the triple dating might have been, I *would suggest* just slowing down the pace of your life for a short period. say.... a few weeks. also, if that helps: you've pretty much left a bit of scorched earth there, it seems. Might want to know that for the long run of your life it'll just become an experience and a story and everything tends to slowly swing back to somewhere between 'good things happen' and 'nothing happens'. So even if you're sitting there quite lost now, a) you got music b) things outta turn out fine. also, more practical: find a way to find jobs that are just that: jobs. Not promises from someone who needs to spice up their love life. Even the most boring stupid job will be better to settle down for a moment. And seriously, you need to. Even though, if I were a girl I'd probably have sit in that very spot after having the same "we party to the ground" stuff like you do. I *do* envy and would've loved to be around. But I think you can have both ways of your life, IF you start adding the slow-moving part to it. I can tell as much as that, rite now, you definitely skipped that one. Don't cut too short on the fun. Just enough to... well, you know, right?
