aw i like cheshkat or fenoodle or fenzy or beautiful girl.....your all of them and your wonderful and you are a sexy muddafarker.
i wish we were swimming and frollicking in the water like dolphins together and then sunbaking on the sand in that picture....its the only things missing im afraid
I'm having an ultrasound on Friday...I'll see if it's a boy or girl
Gall stone that is
In a weird way I hope they DO find something, then maybe my health will return to a bit of normality. Maybe I should eat crap only to bugger the shit out of it til then
In other news, class was good today. I'm so retardedly geeky. *giggles*... Read More
So much for taking time off, I got bored so here I am. I've got absolutely whack sleeping hours at the moment, but surprisingly it's not bothering me at all. I'm tapering quickly off my medication at the moment which is probably why I am so awake So far so good, the side effects haven't been too bad, being the freak I am I kinda... Read More
I don't know her, really, I just know her, y'know?
The point is, right now, because of her circumstances, because of her experiences of life, right now, she's finding things perhaps somewhat difficult. And me being me, and what I've been through, especially this past year, I relate to that, as glib as... Read More
To those who showed their compassion and warmth I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
This time of the year is always hard for me.
The time between my birthday and May 16th. I find myself reliving those days four years ago. It may be harder because I am so far away or it may be because I am dealing with things now.... Read More
dont get me wrong the clinic is good... but blergh.. its not like home.. i'm miss my super faggy doctor who says whacky things like 'wyheres mister cervix? ooh POP there he is'! when giving me pap smears hahahahaha
my boobs thank you too 
I'm thinking of cancelling the holiday for her, force her to see a doc sooner!
*phew!*
i wish we were swimming and frollicking in the water like dolphins together and then sunbaking on the sand in that picture....its the only things missing im afraid