i will hold you and never let you go...protect you from the sadness ...the scary images that may haunt you....away from those that judge or critisize....there are those that wont let you be happy....find happiness in others misery...why? i quit asking that question...insted focus on what makes me happy...that one thing that makes me happy...i look at the tattoo and am reminded of that day...
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alicetrip:
wow
ash:
Im so glad u feel the same way I do! 
i have had a very hard few weeks....and tho its not over i feel pretty good about where its going....i have had help that i dont know if i ever can repay or begin to show my graditude...i love you....
you mean more to me than you will ever know and if i could i would let the world know....
:zombie:
i think ill listen...
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you mean more to me than you will ever know and if i could i would let the world know....
:zombie:
i think ill listen...
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iggy:
oh shit i knew there was like one more i needed to metion but i had just woken up when i wrote that entry!
meredith:
thank you
iknow what i want i just dont know how to get it.
who am i kidding? there is only one thing that i can really count on....reasons? who needs reasons?
who am i kidding? there is only one thing that i can really count on....reasons? who needs reasons?
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alicetrip:
the boroughs
11/13/04
Venue: Siberia
Address: 40th Street and 9th Ave
City: New York, NY
Price: TBA
Time: 9:30 PM
11/13/04
Venue: Siberia
Address: 40th Street and 9th Ave
City: New York, NY
Price: TBA
Time: 9:30 PM
ash:
when you've got heroin
...and now we begin.
you know who you are each and every one of you...i love you. and you know who you are each and every one of you, fuck off!
you know who you are each and every one of you...i love you. and you know who you are each and every one of you, fuck off!
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ldwarren:
Thanks for the shout-out the other day. 
ash:
hey pookie 
sorry I wasnt home, I'll call u after my interview today
sorry I wasnt home, I'll call u after my interview today
i cant sleep
i just want to get well again.
i always knew i would kick someday i just never thought that day would come.
i just want to get well again.
i always knew i would kick someday i just never thought that day would come.
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lily:
dude, i'm sorry for nodding out on the phone last night. since i've been back in new york i can only remember fragments of things, and you're not there in the fragments. Really it was just the dope, i don't love you THAT much, seriously.
chaos_:
I LOVE YOU C!!!!!!!! My heart goes out to you! 
people totally trip me out....for those of you who know who you are..get the fuck over it..and for those of you who it doesnt appy to..i love you all.
lily is still away...i miss and love her and hope she gets back soon!..thinking of you with the best thoughts girl!
i wish the best for everyone...have a great week and a great weekend!!!!
lily is still away...i miss and love her and hope she gets back soon!..thinking of you with the best thoughts girl!
i wish the best for everyone...have a great week and a great weekend!!!!
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ash:
Man that sounds crazy ... hope things work out for the better. I say ... fuck em. Fuck em up their stupid asses.
Ask me abt my ten thousand dollar job.
Ask me abt my ten thousand dollar job.
chaos_:
i'm over it! 
macaroni + tuna =
that is all. hope you're all having a great week.
that is all. hope you're all having a great week.
boxofficepoison:
that is most delicious sounding.
minibeanie:
You have been sneaking into my cupboard havent you?
about to leave for a double shift of work...really sux cuz im so tired as it is..but the good news is one more shift monday night then im off for the next week! realy looking forward to it...it cant come soon enough....
lily is still away
and each day i miss her more and more...i have her contact info if anyone wants to write to...
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schoolgirl:
hey, how have ya been? miss ya!
scarlett:
guess what?
scarlett + gia do nyc..... oct 28th.... we should paaaaaaarty
scarlett + gia do nyc..... oct 28th.... we should paaaaaaarty
why is it so hard for people to be happy for other people? hasnt anyone ever heard of live and let live? jealously, predjudice, are two very unattractive traits. it is true that misery loves company...i dont understand why people cant let others be happy...whats up wth that? noone is perfect...including you... well ok i can think of one perfect person but thats besides the...
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schoolgirl:
misery loves company. I'd rather sit alone. move towards the thing that makes you happy and don't look back at those bastards.
minibeanie:
I seem to cause the misery and suffering sometimes....its weird cause the only people I do that to are the ones I truly love....why cant I just let them be happy.....I guess cause their happiness makes me so sad....Im not part of that happiness....but other than that.....I try to just forget and be through with things.....Hmmm
not a whole lot of time to update latley....and even if i did not a whole lot to say.....been working alot...but thats ok...makes the time go by quicker...keeps me out of trouble for the time being....looking forward to next week ...ill be one happy motherfucker (thats what love does to ya)
still missin the fuck outta
lily i hope she is ok...please everyone send her...
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(thats what love does to ya)
still missin the fuck outta
lily i hope she is ok...please everyone send her...
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narcissus:
poor thing (not you, lily). glad to hear things are going well with you!!
(not you, lily). glad to hear things are going well with you!! 
billybillybilly:
love. well, there's always love.
the weekend is almost upon us...hope everyone has a great fuckin time... it may be time to make some changes , easier said than done but i must follow my heart and do what must be done. please send good thoughts to lily if ya want to contact her contact me for her info.
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evil:
you two are so cute, i'm gonna 
j/k, i love you kids! i'm happy your happy!
j/k, i love you kids! i'm happy your happy! 
mostwanted76:
Thanks for the heads up on whats what.Your OK, no matter what they say adout you
i feel so empty...so alone. i spent the most wonderful 3 days with the woman i love and now she is gone...for how long? i dont know....i already miss her and dream of the time we will spend together again....at the same time my best friend who i love to death left for the next month or so...she has been there for me when i...
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scumbag:
hey bitch just left lily at court they hancuffed her in the courtroom and i nearly lost it the jugde hated me yes bitch i miss her already to ill be back to ny soon so we can hang out im leaving texas soon i just want to visit her once in jail first ya knowheres the # to find out how to write her call after sat. so they will know her booking # then 512-854-9021
evil:
& i've got love for you both!!!
& i've got love for you both!!!