falsehopeproject

So my trip to PA sucked. Nothing changed.. my dad still rips racist jokes/comments in front of hilary and i (hil's neice and nephew are bi-racial.. which makes it worse if its possible), my mom and sister still fight... there are still things that cause me to cry and hate my life, and i still have to spend time helping my family tolerate each other....
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I leave for Pittsburgh on Thursday. Thankfully i won't be there too long, but unthankfully i won't be there long enough to see who alll of my friends.

well.. the ones who are still alive and living there anyways...

I just want to have a big party like i did when i came home for xmas (it's bad ass when you can throw a big...
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Shit.. we joined a gym. It's not too bad... it's in St Johns, so it's not going to be *too* busy. Our membership includes everything.. sauna, masage services (for a small fee), weights, cardio, yoga, pilates, an hour with a personal trainer (who reminded me of all the asshole/white trash/football playing meatheads that i went to schhol with, and all the fun stuff. They're going...
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they're dying left and right...

three friends have died this year...

this is one of my friends... i shared a locker with him and we hung out ALL the time..

http://www.pittsburghlive.com/x/tribune-review/pittsburgh/s_155538.html

I have seen him once since highschool... in Oakland by Laga.. we didnt say much.. but it was nice to see him.

Then i think i talked to him once online because he knew...
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for the person who asked about vince....

I met Vince i don't know how long ago through some of my friends.. he worked at National Record Mart and met them there... so eventually we met and started hanging out and going to shows.

In no time i was part of the crew.. Vince, Mike, Derek, Joe, and I. Derek and Joe didn't come around much.....
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So here are my plans.. still needing some ironing out.

Depending on two factors which are A.) If i can take the cats with me and B.)If i can still get dec 12, 13, 14 and dec 24, 25, 26 off.. i will be working at crystal mountain from mid november-april.. at which time i will move to wyoming and work the summer... coming back...
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ive showered 3 times and washed my hair 6 times since 12:00pm yesterday and my hair still smells like smoke.

what the hell did we burn?

i feel sad today...

so we went camping for the past two nights... one night at nehalum falls (because oswald was full) and one at oswald. we tried nehalum bay as our backup campground.. but the water/electrical hookups and all the rv's really wouldnt make it seem like camping. (who thinks that driving around in a rv is camping anyways... so we went to nehalum...
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i never have anything to say

i dont think about it often.. and i didnt think it then.. but i had ALOT of friends/aquaintances in pittsburgh... i hung out with alot of different people in alot of different circles.

i dont have any circles here.

just me.

and hil.

and we're not a circle... we're a dot.

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hil is hanging out with meredith tonight.....
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I forgot how much i love the Descendants

I'm going swimming in the Washougal today... i can't wait.. i have this super awesome spot with a 30 ft cliff to jump off of.


It's going to be sweet... i hope it's super hot out.