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I wish that I could make everrything go away. Why do I feel so disgusting right now? On the bright side, I have finally found a friend! A girl! Haha I suck at making friends that are girls. And I can tell her anything. and she will listen. and it makes me happy. yay.

i am going to the big fresno fair tomorrow. haha then...
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dominatia:
well if you wanna be friends with me that would be cool. im a girl and i listen good =) im moving to clovis in about 3 weeks.
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I had cancelled my account, but I just now renewed it. Yay!

Other news, I just started birth control today. excitingg, huh? haha I have never been on it before. Scary stuff. And since I still live at home, I went through Planned Parenthood cuz I don't want to have it on my parents insurance. They always seem to find stuff...makes me scared. I chose...
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I wish that there was someone I could tell all of my secrets to. I hate living this life where I cannot tell a single soul my exciting adventures. Why does everyone I know have to be connected to my boyfriend in some way? I just don't want him to hear about it. I feel like such an awful person. I hate everything right now....
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ferretbite:
Whoa. OK, I was going to tell you something but not in here i think. PM comin' at cha
stradyvarius:
A good listning friend is like a rare stone...
I'm in your friend's list...
If you want...
I'm very far... but I'm here!

and I could have a lot's to speak too!

wink
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Now my rat might have something wrong with her. I need ot stop buying rats. She has something on her neck...I am afraid it is something bad. And if it is, and the doctors can fix it, would it even be worth it to fix it if it was a lot of cash if she was just gonna get something else wrong with her in...
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ferretbite:
I think you should have her checked, if it looks like she's in pain then it's probably bad news, and sad as it may be, I recommend that you put her to sleep. I had to do that to one of my ferrets recently and it was painful like hell but at the same time I knew it wasn't an evil deed. Making her live in pain would have been.

I also relate to the "not being productive" bit. Been there, done that. Just ignore that, recover and when you're back up, it'll be "look out world!"

kiss
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Oh my god! I feel sooo horrible! I was driving home from my boyfriend's house and I had no time to brake! A dog just darted out in front of my car while I was going 40 and I hit it. God...I feel so awful. It died. Ugh. I was freaking out. I was shaking and everything. I pulled over and called my boyfriend and...
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pinkraindrops:
{{{{hugs}}}} I know you feel miserable right now. I hit a wild rabbit once when we lived in California, I was stunned for the rest of the night.

It sounds like there was really nothing you could have done, but going back was a very kind and humane thing for you to do. A lot of people would have just kept going.

My drivers ed teacher, when I put on the brakes to keep from hitting a swooping mockingbird said in a very stiff tone "we never breat for small animals such as birds, squirrles, cats, and dogs." My thought was maybe YOU don't, but I sure as hell do.
syrrys:
wow.. what a horrible accident. all I've got to say is that I hope you can sleep and that you really are a good person for going back. I was all you could have done.
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So, I think that I will be keeping this account going. yay! Now if only I could keep money in my bank account so I don't overdraft...haha.
redwildflower:
LOL Yeah I know that feeling. Good luck!
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So I am still here. I just had been going through a lot with my boyfriend. I am not supposed to be on here anymore. Oh well, I still will. Hehe

I got totally wasted the other night and made eout with a girl twice. And I loved it. ::sigh:: I can't wait for that to happen again. I also sucked on her nipple! It...
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sugadaddi:

Why are you no supposed to be on SG, what's the deal?
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Soooo...I got totally wasted a couple nights ago. haha

But let's start from the beginning. I am now friends with the girl that my bf met off the internet. We actually have a lot in common. So we were hanging out Monday night intending to go to Open Mic Night at the Starline, except that on our way there, I found out that my bf(Ben)...
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Thanks for all the comments. I guess we worked it out...I still think it was dumb. I am going to see how long he keeps considerate. I think that if he does one more dumb thing, then I am finished. I am not gonna take shit when I could get someone better. I just want drama to end and I want things to work out....
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maxk:
Looks like it helped you relax! Loved the pics! love
pinkraindrops:
Ever read Anais Nin? Older stuff, but hot.
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I am gonna delete all of my "lacking clothing" pics.

My boyfriend met a girl off the internet without telling me at 5 am. She is going through a divorce. And when I started freaking out, he acted like I was completely in the wrong. They had been chatting all night and decided to go get donuts. I don't trust her. What kills me was...
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thefunk:
You might be lost without him for a while... but life goes on, and you'll find happiness without him..... perhaps something else will come along that can be the new center of your world.

It's completely wrong of a "boyfriend" to ditch his girl for some chick he just met........ but that's just one man's opinion.
tragiclust:
if he would rather hang out with her then you...then honestly your better off with out him.