eyecon86

concession


i dont dream anymore of you
i dont think anymore of you
i have finally begun to drive you from
my fanatsies
i have once again begun to rebuild
my humility
but just when i dont think i need you anymore
you are back again
back to take more
only for you
will i commit this act of concession
stuck in the same old confession
diving head long into
these same old trepidations
repeating the same old lies
over and over again
until there is nothing left
in the end
my rite of concession
for you
my unending infatuation
for you
once again with these sweetly familiar deceptions
fuck you

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ps - dont mind the bullshit i have going on - happy new year