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Monday Apr 26, 2004

Apr 26, 2004
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my boyfriend is so cool. i respect him a lot, its an entirely new feeling. i kind of lost respect for my ex that i was with for 7 years. i can't explain why... i think it was because he was constantly so scared to do anything. which i thought was strange because he's easily one of the most intelligent people i've ever met. for some reason though, the smarter people are...the more nuts they seem to be. or perhaps more given to paralyzing neuroses...or maybe that was just him.
why do people get married? does anyone even believe at this point that they could be with 1 person for the rest of their lives? it seems like it could be more manageable if you could just break it down into 5 or 10 year increments. maybe after that period of time you could renegotiate or go your seperate ways.
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tulipbooty:
i escaped marriage after being briefly seduced when very young
daddy issues, they say
and its probably true, but also more complex
i have found it incredibly difficult to stay with anything comfortable, terrified of stagnation or something
but fuck that crap, we all die eventually and i want to be happy before hand, id rather be afraid of things after they bight me--did that make any sense? biggrin
and fuck smart people too, while im ranting away...theyre usually terrified of being wrong, and how the hell could that ever end up being any fun? blush
okay, and heres a lucha: EL SUICIDO LOCO all better.
Aug 22, 2004
scagnetti:
I gave up on the whole love thing after
like you ,7 years later and stalemate.
Still refuse to dust off and try again .
New York women all walk around the streets with
their toughest shitface on.
Everyone in this city does.
Thats why the only way people hook up around here
is too get so drunk until
your mask falls off
and the rest is pretty much the same.
Thanks for sharing.
Aug 24, 2004

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