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when i showed my ex this picture of myself he said i look like i found myself. a nice compliment i suppose. i wish someone had said that when we were getting our student ids made. we all had to be photographed and i kept talking and laughing so much that in all the pictures the photographer took i had a gimpy spaz look on myface.
i hate that. as soon as i look into a camera i get some weird twitch that contorts my face into a parody of how i seem to look in the mirror. i hate cameras sometimes.