Essentially my sexuality is almost gone and I don't care. It is not completely gone. it was quite restricted before and now vastly more so. To be accessed now you have to be some one who is extremely important to me.... Read More
Jagermeister gets a particular reputation due to its abuse by various people, especially certain specific groups of people. It is one the things that makes me so sad in this life. I haven't had any in a very long time. I picked some up this weekend as I was at a good liquor store, collecting treasures, and I found a holiday pack with lovely glasses.... Read More
I received the presents I bought for my youngest sister and her crew. For my nephew I have some more ghostbusters minimates. He is really into ghost busters. For my sister and her husband I have polypropylene baseball bats. The cold steel brooklyn smasher and crusher. They are heavy and indestructible. I may have to buy my own someday. In the mean time if anyone... Read More
I wish I lived in a forest that was black and dead. One where it was night all the time. Lingering fog every where limiting visibility to a short measure of feet. I want to sit in a deep dark cave in the center of it. watching through the entrance, feeling my forest. Waiting and watching for intruders to destroy so that I can be... Read More
why so dark? you should try to cheer up darlin.
of course i don't know you well and don't claim to know what's up...but you have always been kind to me, i remember these things....
It is such a complex thing to be out of this world and encompass it at the same time. All you can do is look for those voices that hear you, all you can do is look for what it is you want out of what the world can give you. You are doing what you can.
You'll find an angel or two along the way darling, an angel to your demon, and they can save you if you let them, as much as you can save others.
I didn't want to celebrate thanksgiving or any holiday. I did for the sake of my family. I went to my grandmothers and played with my nephew. All of the cats in my grandmothers back yard died. My mother is very upset. She has become a crazy... Read More
Ahuramainyu (12:59:35 AM): my friend offended one of here friends because she said that the didn't want anyone around her unless they were related to her or she wanted to fuck them
(1:00:13 AM): wow
Ahuramainyu (1:00:54 AM): I generally feel the same, although I don't really want anyone I am related to around me either
(1:02:04 AM): well in that line of thinking, she... Read More
How dangerous it is to be weak but think that you are strong. But that would be the crux of marketing.
And I noticed that though you don't want your relatives around, you're still keeping around those you want to fuck, so there's at least a little hope for you, darling.
Thank you, my dearest. Thanks for letting me be me.
The ferret medicine is still in the refrigderator. i found it when I was looking for pickle relish and I almost crumbled into tears. I've been trying not to. I've only every grieved the loss of one human life. It all seems so unreal now. Maybe it was just a dream. Then again most of what I am only exists in a space normal people... Read More
You fascinate me when you delve right into a subject like this. And you're not wrong, on any front.
As for the last part, I can identify. Though sometimes it seems like things are more limited than I want them to be, things stop because there's nowhere else to go.
