Wednesday Nov 09, 2011

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Fucking bullshit! My fever and infection is back..along with a NEW infection in my intestine which has them really worried. I can't take this anymore. It's been 5 weeks Friday since he was born and I am still sick. I am so fucking pissed and depressed. I can't take it anymore. I don't have any help really because Jason's...
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deadmillion:

Wish I was closer to you frown

heatdude:

Sad blog...hope your feeling better soon..frown

Wednesday Oct 26, 2011

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So. My infection was getting better with the nurses coming twice a day and being on the antibiotics. I finally started to feel a little better. My last dose of antibiotics was yesterday morning at 7 a.m. My fever is back now and my incision is getting red and swollen again. frown It hurts. I also was showering and felt something on the other side...
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chefdaddy:

ouch that sucks. get well and enjoy your baby.

cassy:

he's really gorgeous wink congrats girl.

Saturday Oct 22, 2011

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I am beyond done. I am tired of being in pain and tired of being sick. I am so upset with Jason because he's not doing shit to help so I end up pushing myself to do what needs to be done and it's making me worse. I got into a huge fight with him because of everything. I am nervous for my...
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justrodan:

just keep going, it'll happen smile

Tuesday Sep 27, 2011

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Friday is "magic" day or it's the plan anyway. If I stay stable and so does baby Jack they will induce me on Friday. If I get worse or he shows signs of not being okay they'll take him sooner. The steroids have had their time to kick in so he has a much better chance of not needing a lot breathing assistance...
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justrodan:

you know you're in my thoughts. Just rest, relax, and keep your legs crossed smile. (can't say that on FB wink ).

HUG!

heatdude:

Prayers your way..

Thursday Aug 18, 2011

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I have to go to the hospital in an hour for a non stress test on the baby.

puke

I'm nervous. Wish me luck.
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heatdude:

hope everything is well..

deadmillion:

Let me know how it went kiss

Monday Aug 15, 2011

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I've been so tired that bedrest hasn't been killing me the last few days. I know I WAY over did it one day and now I'm kinda paying for it. My blood pressure has been better so I was happy to go to the doctors today but then they did an ultrasound and said my fluid is border line low. I have...
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justrodan:

can't speak about fluid levels - drink alot? wink

I can say don't give up - your little dude's already baked longer than mine did, and mine's - well - aside from taking after me (an eternal joy and source of frustration all at the same time wink ) - a great kid smile. So whatever happens, just hold on think calming thoughts, don't stress and don't over-exert yourself smile.

love kiss

heatdude:

relax and try to take it easy..

Tuesday Jun 21, 2011

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Time for a new blog. I'm exhausted. No idea why. I should've gone swimming today but never actually did it. Tomorrow I am going for sure. I made the best chicken kabobs on the grill last night. Tonight I'm making pork tips. They should be good. I want to work in the yard tomorrow. I have some wedding to do. I am...
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justrodan:

mmmm - chicken kabobs!!!

Boooo - no sex!

AH well, you know where I live (actually you probably don't?)

Loveya! biggrin

love kiss

chefdaddy:

mmm Pork. It seems a shame that you can't get laid. He must be in hellacious pain to resist your temptations. Well wishes to both of you.

Monday Jun 13, 2011

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I am a survivor and SO glad that I get to be walking in this event in 11 days. I will walk to help raise money for those fighting cancer and those who have lost the battle and those who have overcome it. It is so exciting to be walking for my 3rd year in a row and to be pregnant while doing it. Nicholas...
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tinkergaloot:

Congrats on beating cancer and continuing to fight for everybody love

jman76:

I am very happy you beat cancer, My cousins wife beat cancer too. I hope to see your pics of the walk

Sunday Feb 20, 2011

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Fuck. So much has gone on. So many things have been felt and dealt with. So much hope, and faith in this is real. Fucked up as that much may be and us calling either other fucker in the most endearing way all day, it is what it is. He wants to get married sooner than later. I'd like to wait for Alaska. I...
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danger_diabolik:

Sounds like his idea worked. Good for you guys. smile

I will definitely be on the lookout for pictures from you!

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You're gorgeous! love


You have They Might Be Giants on your profile list of favorites. I love you for that. biggrin

danger_diabolik:

Favorite TMBG song? Oh man, where to begin? That's a hard one since I love so many. Lincoln is definitely my favorite album. The lyrics for "Shoehorn With Teeth" always crack me up to no end. "Mr. Me" is always fun to sing. "Why Does the Sun Shine?" is another one that spends a ton of time in my head.

When I was 18 I got to meet them (they were touring for their second album -- yes, I am old) and they were two of the nicest, coolest guys ever. They dedicated a song to me live on the radio. It was totally flippin' awesome!

Monday Feb 07, 2011

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I did it!! biggrin 2 years in a row!! I jumped into Lake Champlain in February!!! biggrin GO ME!!! SOOOOO much fun and for such a great cause.

I'll post pics once I get them. Yay!!!

I hope everyone had a great weekend!
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oxy:

congrats

heatdude:

I bet you looked hot , when you came out.wink

Friday Jan 28, 2011

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I'm jumping in Lake Champlain next Saturday!!!!!!! Not because I am crazy, well I am, but to raise money for the Special Olympics! If you can, help me get to my goal so I can jump! Here is my page Save me is crazy!!!!!. I did it last year for those of you who remember. It was a TON of fun and I loved...
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lielock:

My sister is doing that on the 6th just in our state...yah I get cold thinking about it. Good luck if I could give a dollar or anything I would but yah.....hope you have someone to met you with a warm towel.

redrufus4u:

Awesome! I did the Polar Plunge for Special Olympics Missouri. It was a great event, but I froze my ass off. smile