I was going to say something pithy. However, my pith was removed. Then I was sliced up and made into a cobbler.
My knife is speaking to me. It says that it is hungry for fingers.
I spent most of today in quite extraordinary pain. I am always in pain. I have always been in pain. today was unusually great. It felt like every layer... Read More
This is for anyone who seeks some insight into me. It is very accurate. I've already shared it with those who are important to me so that they may understand me better. I know that I am difficult, so I try to make it as easy as I can for others. At least those who matter to me.
Is it that people are ruining the world, or that people are ruining your world, that gets to you, in the end? What you say is no secret, only you choose not to ignore it as others do, for a reason, but how biased is that reason?
i have come to think that the first mistake of the humans is to live for the others, it might sound selfish, but i used to do that all the time, living to make the others happy cause it made me happy or so i though.
i still live for others and help here and there, but i do as my soul tells me nowadays, i follow what i feel, humanity still is damaged from the beginning, i stick to my dogs when the days are hard, there is people that doesnt want to be helped at all.... and thats the biggest rock i find out there somedays, it confuses me...
What if someone said to an embryo in the womb,
Outside of your world of black nothing
is a miraculously ordered universe;
a vast Earth covered with tasty food;
mountains, oceans and plains,
fragrant orchards and fields full of crops;
a luminous sky beyond your reach,
with a sun, moonbeams, and uncountable stars;
and there are winds from south, north and west,
and gardens replete... Read More
I'm sick of everyone telling me what to do all the time! I hate my life! I hate everything! I wish I was DEAD! [pause] Well, no I don't. Not really. I wish everyone ELSE was dead.
This may be an incoherent mess, but then I just don't care about what other people think. If someone has a problem with me it is there problem. I wish more people would realize that and stop blaming themselves for the actions of others.
There are times when I am reminded of my humanity and the vulnerability that binds to me. The other week I... Read More
We are the music makers,
And we are the dreamers of dreams,
Wandering by lone sea-breakers,
And sitting by desolate streams;
World-losers and world-forsakers, 5
On whom the pale moon gleams:
Yet we are the movers and shakers
Of the world for ever, it seems.
With wonderful deathless ditties
We build up the world's great cities, 10
And out of a fabulous... Read More
My mother gave me antimicrobial underwear. I CAN START DATING AGAIN!.
My mother did give me underwear and as I was tossing the boxes in my room I noticed they said antimicrobial on bold letters so that is when I thought of that line. My mother also gave me undershirts and pajama sorts of things. She also gave me a knife book and the one... Read More
I think that I should start some pages on facebook and myspace to collect stories about misfortunes, deaths, and other things that have happened due to the choices and failed actions of government officials then make them into book(let)s that I send to them all so they can see what the results of their failures are.
That is not a worthy Christmas blog, darling! That is really more a New Year's endeavour. Be happy, you, as much as is possible. I hope I get to talk to you before it's all said and done.
Essentially my sexuality is almost gone and I don't care. It is not completely gone. it was quite restricted before and now vastly more so. To be accessed now you have to be some one who is extremely important to me.... Read More
Jagermeister gets a particular reputation due to its abuse by various people, especially certain specific groups of people. It is one the things that makes me so sad in this life. I haven't had any in a very long time. I picked some up this weekend as I was at a good liquor store, collecting treasures, and I found a holiday pack with lovely glasses.... Read More
I received the presents I bought for my youngest sister and her crew. For my nephew I have some more ghostbusters minimates. He is really into ghost busters. For my sister and her husband I have polypropylene baseball bats. The cold steel brooklyn smasher and crusher. They are heavy and indestructible. I may have to buy my own someday. In the mean time if anyone... Read More
