endedben:
the thing is here den
I'm back from Lansing and Ann Arbor. I moved all stuff out of my old apartment in AA. While doing so, I realized I didn't have a good time living there. I moved there to be with my now ex girlfriend. I loved the city by extension of her. Now that it's over, the city is just an over-priced parking hell full of rich east...
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audioofambor:
congratulations on the frisbee-ing!
also, you have to send me my cd now that i am practically an sg
also, you have to send me my cd now that i am practically an sg
So it's for almost sure, I am moving to Brooklyn. There's no reason to stay here, as productivity and depression fall and rise at exact rates. I don't know what Brooklyn is like, nor do I know what I'll do when I get there. It'll at least motivate me to do something. And if i can make it, I can make it anywhere. New York,...
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scopitone6248:
Dig that profile pic!
audioofambor:
awww, you're the best ever.
and are you still coming to seattle in september?
[ps: you were always my biggest and favouritist supporter
]
and are you still coming to seattle in september?
[ps: you were always my biggest and favouritist supporter
]
davey:
Hey thanks, man. Apparently, you're quite the badass yourself as well.
girly:
LOL Nice profile pic 
Well.
It's over. The love of my life, and it's over now. Four years. I love you Ellen. I hope your happy, really, I am.
It's over. The love of my life, and it's over now. Four years. I love you Ellen. I hope your happy, really, I am.
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amstar:
So sorry to hear it
Thx for the comment in my journal, I am working things out with my boy so hopefully that is all back on track now.
The problem was having a long distance relationship (lots of effort) and not being sure his heart was in it... or maybe I wasn't sure if my own heart was in it.
Hope you're feeling ok, come by for a chat any time
Thx for the comment in my journal, I am working things out with my boy so hopefully that is all back on track now.
The problem was having a long distance relationship (lots of effort) and not being sure his heart was in it... or maybe I wasn't sure if my own heart was in it.
Hope you're feeling ok, come by for a chat any time
prockg:
Heavy. I would give you the whole, "When one door closes..." bullshit but instead I will post these Pharcyde lyrics:
I reminisce, try to clear up all the myths
for an imaginary kiss with you again
Not even friends, though I wish that I could mend
like a tailor and be Olive Oyl's number one sailor
I ams what I am, still I falls like an anvil
She's heavy on the mind sometimes it's more than I can handle
But men aren't supposed to tumble into the den B
Macho, but I hancho like Pancho will give in
Family oriented, but not Oriental
A dame is supposed to claim ya even if you drive a Pinto
A hero is a sandwich, and a Manwich is a meal
A marriage is a paper, are they fakin or for real?
What's the deal dabbers? Will you go tumbling after
your man and take a stand or will you help him roll faster?
The reason why I ask you is because I'm sick of this
Bitch lickin drip drip from a niggaz benefits
He doesn't even suit ya and he's surely not ya size
I'm surprised that you slept on a heart that's worldwide
And when ya open up ya eyes, babe, my mate, I really wish
that ya don't bruise a limb, as ya swim with otha fish in the sea
In the sea that is.
P.S. Your profile pic is awesome
Heavy. I would give you the whole, "When one door closes..." bullshit but instead I will post these Pharcyde lyrics:
I reminisce, try to clear up all the myths
for an imaginary kiss with you again
Not even friends, though I wish that I could mend
like a tailor and be Olive Oyl's number one sailor
I ams what I am, still I falls like an anvil
She's heavy on the mind sometimes it's more than I can handle
But men aren't supposed to tumble into the den B
Macho, but I hancho like Pancho will give in
Family oriented, but not Oriental
A dame is supposed to claim ya even if you drive a Pinto
A hero is a sandwich, and a Manwich is a meal
A marriage is a paper, are they fakin or for real?
What's the deal dabbers? Will you go tumbling after
your man and take a stand or will you help him roll faster?
The reason why I ask you is because I'm sick of this
Bitch lickin drip drip from a niggaz benefits
He doesn't even suit ya and he's surely not ya size
I'm surprised that you slept on a heart that's worldwide
And when ya open up ya eyes, babe, my mate, I really wish
that ya don't bruise a limb, as ya swim with otha fish in the sea
In the sea that is.
P.S. Your profile pic is awesome
If I can get through this, I can get through anything. She was my life, but that's over now. I can either fold and be depressed for another 3 months, or I can grab some horns and ride the tiger. Wish me luck.
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audioofambor:
i totally know what you mean. about the person being your life. ryan was only my life for 9 months, and it was still fucking devastating. i can't imagine how you feel.
but you're much cooler and stronger and i am sure you can do this.
i am also planning a road trip to seattle, in september, but it's with my pseudo-boyfriend so you might not want to meet me then?
you're awesome.
if i go pink i better be your first favourite!
but you're much cooler and stronger and i am sure you can do this.
i am also planning a road trip to seattle, in september, but it's with my pseudo-boyfriend so you might not want to meet me then?
you're awesome.
if i go pink i better be your first favourite!
audioofambor:
well we are going i think september 13/14/15 or something... it would be cool if we could hang out! i'd love to meet you.
that picture this aint no picnic made definetly was motherfucking rad.
my pseudo-whatever bought me the pavement book yesterday as a surprise! just cause i wrote about it in my livejournal. i am lucky.
wow hopefully i get accepted! missy emailed me and asked me to send in my release form and ID asap, which doesn't necessarily mean anything but as that didn't happen last time i am taking that as a good sign.
let's hope!
that picture this aint no picnic made definetly was motherfucking rad.
my pseudo-whatever bought me the pavement book yesterday as a surprise! just cause i wrote about it in my livejournal. i am lucky.
wow hopefully i get accepted! missy emailed me and asked me to send in my release form and ID asap, which doesn't necessarily mean anything but as that didn't happen last time i am taking that as a good sign.
let's hope!
Ladies and gentlemen of the class of 97
wear sunscreen
if I could offer you only one tip for the future
sunscreen would be it
the long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists
where as the rest of my advise had no basis more reliable than my own
meandering experience
I will dispense this advice now
enjoy the power and the beauty of...
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wear sunscreen
if I could offer you only one tip for the future
sunscreen would be it
the long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists
where as the rest of my advise had no basis more reliable than my own
meandering experience
I will dispense this advice now
enjoy the power and the beauty of...
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girly:
OMFG I was working in a music store the time that came out and I'm so glad I haven't had to hear it since...I must ave had a hundred people rush into my store babbling about a sunscreen speech and we had no clue what the hell it was because the cds hadn't even been released yet. 
Anyway, thanks for the birfday wishes
Anyway, thanks for the birfday wishes
It's August 12th (My sisters birthday, oh shit...) and it's like 50 degrees outside. I know what you're thinking. "Ben, that's all well and good, you live in crazy bullshit world." Not true dear reader, I live in Michigan. Michigan. That's in America, kind of by Chicago.
The three empty Bud Lite tall boys on my computer desk tell me it's time to go. I...
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The three empty Bud Lite tall boys on my computer desk tell me it's time to go. I...
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I lived my life between the cracks
I carry sadness on my back
I lose, I know, I always will
I broke your heart and you broke mine
I'm hoping that before I die
I make you up, I hold my due
You live your life without me now
I sit around and wonder how
I ever let you go again
I've got so much...
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I carry sadness on my back
I lose, I know, I always will
I broke your heart and you broke mine
I'm hoping that before I die
I make you up, I hold my due
You live your life without me now
I sit around and wonder how
I ever let you go again
I've got so much...
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_sarah_:
Nope. NoPantsDave knew right away too. That was when your alias was different and you had GR listed.
So.
What is there to do in Michigan? I'm here for awhile with nothing, and I mean nothing to do. I wanna go to a bar (but I'm not 21). I want to meet people (but I have no means of doing so). We'll see, we'll see.
What is there to do in Michigan? I'm here for awhile with nothing, and I mean nothing to do. I wanna go to a bar (but I'm not 21). I want to meet people (but I have no means of doing so). We'll see, we'll see.
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mk700c:
I am a man of the world.
I've been known to make an appearance now and then in GR.
I've been known to make an appearance now and then in GR.
girly:
Welcome 
I'll be your friend...at least on here
I'll be your friend...at least on here
I just got dumped by the girl of 5 years, the girl of my dreams.
But I'm a fucking bear.
Won't see me crying.
But I'm a fucking bear.
Won't see me crying.
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audioofambor:
i would, but alas, you live far away and shit.
i did email you back!!
and that sucks... how are you doing about it.
i did email you back!!
and that sucks... how are you doing about it.
audioofambor:
why yes, you can send me a mix cd!!!
i am sorry that you are hurting. i know what it's like, though i can't pretend i completely know what it's like since i wasn't with ryan for five years. but i know what it's like to be hurt like that. i am so sorry.
blah blah i have to go edit my set now!!
i am sorry that you are hurting. i know what it's like, though i can't pretend i completely know what it's like since i wasn't with ryan for five years. but i know what it's like to be hurt like that. i am so sorry.
blah blah i have to go edit my set now!!
So I'm officially dumped and it's over. Now I'm here, looking to make friends and meet people. Or just learn about stuff. My cousin use to come here a lot and said it was awesome. I think it very well may be.
hotcurry:
I've been in that boat before. It hurts enough when a long term relationship ends, but when it's done with such a lack of consideration and in such an emoteless fashion as over AIM it really sucks.
I know there's nothing I can really say to make it better. Take time for yourself and what you really love in life and the pain will fade with time. Best wishes.
I know there's nothing I can really say to make it better. Take time for yourself and what you really love in life and the pain will fade with time. Best wishes.
