endedben

i totally know what you mean. about the person being your life. ryan was only my life for 9 months, and it was still fucking devastating. i can't imagine how you feel.
but you're much cooler and stronger and i am sure you can do this.
i am also planning a road trip to seattle, in september, but it's with my pseudo-boyfriend so you might not want to meet me then?

you're awesome.

if i go pink i better be your first favourite!

well we are going i think september 13/14/15 or something... it would be cool if we could hang out! i'd love to meet you.

that picture this aint no picnic made definetly was motherfucking rad.

my pseudo-whatever bought me the pavement book yesterday as a surprise! just cause i wrote about it in my livejournal. i am lucky.

wow hopefully i get accepted! missy emailed me and asked me to send in my release form and ID asap, which doesn't necessarily mean anything but as that didn't happen last time i am taking that as a good sign.

let's hope!