emshanti

Man....so I was a member of this site with aspirations of becoming a model for years, and finally decided that I was over it and canceled my membership like a year ago. But some upstanding citizen decided to bring me back from the dead and revive my membership.

Thank you, anonymous donor. You really didn't have to, but I'll take it as a sign that GOD or whoever/whatever it is that drives life into my flesh wants me to be on here. And probably see me naked.

I do think about it from time to time still, I don't know why I have the desire for thousands of people to see me naked on the internet, but I do. Plus, a lot of the sets on here are ho-hum and I've had badass set ideas for years swimming around in my head, and I've come to the conclusion that denying the urge for artistic/personal expression to free itself will probably lead to cancer and other various diseases. And since one of my life-long goals is to reach the most ultimate state of health possible for my mind and body, I should probably stop denying my urge to share my naked glory with the world. I guess being a stripper wasn't enough, lol.

So, I guess I should probably accomplish that before my 3-month free membership is up, because there's no way in hell I'm going to pay for this out of my own pocket. (Every penny counts when you're on a $700/month budget.)