emptymouthpiece

Don't know when or if anyone's gonna get a chance to see this, but I know it's been a while since I posted anything,

life is falling down around my fucking knees right now, everything around me is crumbling and the small amount of ground I've found to stand on, is hot and cold, swing and sway.

I'm stuck in a number of bad situations and I cna only take two steps forward and that one step back while trying to get over and around it all, I've been loosing and gaining weight WAY to fast, I know there's something wrong health wise, but I'm too busy just getting up and workign here or there. And the weight over all is out of control and I don't have any time to work out, and no where to do it anyway, I'm feeling miserable and unattractive, and frankly, I'm not used to it and I don't like it in the least.

It'll be a little while before I have anything useful to say that doesn't sound like a whine. Later.