In typical manic manner, I have changed my mind. I don't feel the need to explain myself- I am naturally an upbeat person. I've hid all of everything that's been going on in my life to be there for you all; put aside my worries and problems because to me they seemed minor. I could handle them.
In the last week, I feel like my...
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eddiedrood:
Sorry for the lateness, hope I didn't bug you!
meldarko:
kisses, sweetness... it will be alright... you know that... you are stronger than what the world throws at you... believe that...
I...
I don't even know what to say at this point.
This has been the past month for me:
I quit my job.
I quit my new job to stay at my old job.
I got transferred to a different branch.
My ex-husband got remarried in a family ceremony and I had tons of family come into town for that; some of whom I was...
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I don't even know what to say at this point.
This has been the past month for me:
I quit my job.
I quit my new job to stay at my old job.
I got transferred to a different branch.
My ex-husband got remarried in a family ceremony and I had tons of family come into town for that; some of whom I was...
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_sarah_:
What classes are you taking? I have Reading Poetry (I have a crush on the professor) and Native American Literature (which kicks ass).
presence:
ya september generally does suck
hopefully october will be better for you and everyone else
because november sucks too!
hopefully october will be better for you and everyone else
because november sucks too!
Thanks to everyone who left their condolences. It's been a rough time, but I will make it through.
I spent yesterday with my grandmother, who keeps a little register of who comes to visit her and on what day. Before my father and the pastor went to go tell her about my aunt, she hadn't been visited in 2 weeks. The last people who visited...
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I spent yesterday with my grandmother, who keeps a little register of who comes to visit her and on what day. Before my father and the pastor went to go tell her about my aunt, she hadn't been visited in 2 weeks. The last people who visited...
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punkydoll:
*HUG*
and you are right.. i could ask for those too.. hope you are feeling better hun.. i went through something like that 2 weeks ago.. its hard.. .
and you are right.. i could ask for those too..
hope you are feeling better hun.. i went through something like that 2 weeks ago.. its hard.. .
junebug:
thanks...my condolinecs to you...i'll have to hit stouts up sometime i have never been there but i ride at Mejier Skate Park every once in a while and that aint to far from there......
In Memory...
Today I said goodbye to a woman who was like a second mother to me.
I was at school, in class, when my phone rang. I thought it was unusual that my mother call me twice at the early hour of 11 am, and when I checked my voicemail, I wasn't shocked to hear that my Aunt Annette was in the hospital.
My...
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Today I said goodbye to a woman who was like a second mother to me.
I was at school, in class, when my phone rang. I thought it was unusual that my mother call me twice at the early hour of 11 am, and when I checked my voicemail, I wasn't shocked to hear that my Aunt Annette was in the hospital.
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rhanarose:
I too, am sorry to hear about your Aunt's passing. 
I lost both of my Aunt's - both like second mother's to me - and both of them far too young to die......They both died in the Fall, but in separate years'. Autumn will never be the same for me - it always reminds me of death, now..... 
On a brighter note - thanks for adding me to your friends' list -
I lost both of my Aunt's - both like second mother's to me - and both of them far too young to die......They both died in the Fall, but in separate years'. Autumn will never be the same for me - it always reminds me of death, now.....
On a brighter note - thanks for adding me to your friends' list -
geist81:
still at ft hood, about three hours southwest of dfw and an hour north of austin...we're good. military does occasionally have some benefits.
and you are as pretty as your pic.... 
-the geist
ps-phone number is in your email...
and you are as pretty as your pic....
-the geist
ps-phone number is in your email...
And
my
world
crumbles
like
a
cookie
in
the
hands
of a madman.
Reality
sinks
in
like
an anvil.
I understand the reasoning and I just wanted to know the disgust and depreciation of a world that looks out only for those who do not appreciate it.
And no elixir can wash away the sins committed against this world we kill with each step and...
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my
world
crumbles
like
a
cookie
in
the
hands
of a madman.
Reality
sinks
in
like
an anvil.
I understand the reasoning and I just wanted to know the disgust and depreciation of a world that looks out only for those who do not appreciate it.
And no elixir can wash away the sins committed against this world we kill with each step and...
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nalar:
Of course trust is difficult to accomplish... look at the shit so many of us go through. Eventually though, we can find the right people who are worthy of it.
Sea salt? How are the piercings doin? 
Sea salt? How are the piercings doin?
vixen:
Trust is a difficult thing to accomplish.
indeed.
indeed.
[Begin Angry Rant]
Last year, I was going through an EXTREMELY hard time in my life. This is... say... February. My husband is being a complete dickwad and ignoring me CONSTANTLY, setting me aside, pushing me away, and while dealing with this, I made friends with one of the cashiers working at the store my bank was located in. He was sweet, understood my life,...
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Last year, I was going through an EXTREMELY hard time in my life. This is... say... February. My husband is being a complete dickwad and ignoring me CONSTANTLY, setting me aside, pushing me away, and while dealing with this, I made friends with one of the cashiers working at the store my bank was located in. He was sweet, understood my life,...
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vivid:
I know I need to come out ... im a workaholic hermit. An insane multitasker.
sleepingvw:
your moving forward, why would someone want to say thats a bad thing. your becoming who you want to be. Go for it.
I will walk these broken floorboards and stare through paint glazed windows
and ponder the glass of snow
while
listen to the creaking of this old
old
home
dying in the wind
wishing for an absolution of yesterday's departures.
waiting.
waiting.
for.
you.
and ponder the glass of snow
while
listen to the creaking of this old
old
home
dying in the wind
wishing for an absolution of yesterday's departures.
waiting.
waiting.
for.
you.
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osoesoteric:
nice if your not up to anything we're going to clutch tonight... give me or brenda a call if you want to...
if your not up to anything we're going to clutch tonight... give me or brenda a call if you want to...
furious1:
Nice thanx
Is it sad that the highlight of my company's appreciation gala was getting drunk in the parking lot with one of my employee's and three other supervisors in other branches and then telling everyone that one of the other supervisors and I got married last week?
Our regional manager thought it was hilarious.
That being said...
I need to bring this up. I, personally, don't...
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Our regional manager thought it was hilarious.
That being said...
I need to bring this up. I, personally, don't...
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punknitemike:
SG is your SG...you can share what you want, when you want..thats entirely up to you. i mean our journals are for us...and we can see whatever we want! i hope you're okay!
battlin_albright:
Getting drunk in a parking lot is excellent. Seriously. 
I've always thought I wasn't being open enough in my journals, because some people share like graphic sordid sexual details and blow by blow accounts of their lives in theirs. Some people like to overshare, others like to undershare. Each to their own.
I've always thought I wasn't being open enough in my journals, because some people share like graphic sordid sexual details and blow by blow accounts of their lives in theirs. Some people like to overshare, others like to undershare. Each to their own.
So...
I guess I'll update this thing.
I don't have that much to say for once, other than... I gave Dave a mohawk.
My new branch is not happy that I am there.
I won a paid day off at work.
I drank too much at my writers circle today.
The boy that I am in love with in my english class is a friend...
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I guess I'll update this thing.
I don't have that much to say for once, other than... I gave Dave a mohawk.
My new branch is not happy that I am there.
I won a paid day off at work.
I drank too much at my writers circle today.
The boy that I am in love with in my english class is a friend...
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quasi_sean:
i tried to call you, dood. But for some reason it didn't go thru. i shall try again at a later time.
punk:
i'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I riiide
I walk down this road alone and injuried licking my wounds blinded by a fog of my disillusion
I
will
die
on
this
journey's
end.
Moments captured will escape the memory of a photograph so lost in my head
so stuck in my head
your face will bleed to red and I will feel sick from the discovery of a person so different than who...
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I
will
die
on
this
journey's
end.
Moments captured will escape the memory of a photograph so lost in my head
so stuck in my head
your face will bleed to red and I will feel sick from the discovery of a person so different than who...
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salieri:
I know it seems silly to speak Latin to a bird.
But I like the Raven
And the Raven likes dead things.
I learned recently that noone is exactly who you thought they were. Even after knowing them for years. Change is constant. I think it's the closest thing we have to Perpetual motion.
But I like the Raven
And the Raven likes dead things.
I learned recently that noone is exactly who you thought they were. Even after knowing them for years. Change is constant. I think it's the closest thing we have to Perpetual motion.
nalar:
My butt ain't hairy, wench.
eireann:
Taken on UM-Flint Campus.
Those of you who know me... know that I attend the University of Michigan... I've been going to the Flint campus for a few years now and I've done a lot of work in the community, as well as my observation internship for school (which was done at Flint Northern). I have a passion for this city, as shitty as it can be at times....
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pmonkeyesquire:
i enjoy yr poetry. i cant write a peom unless its about gnomes and talking frogs and silly...
syh:
Only four colleges? I thought there were more than that.