i'm passing up a halloween party right now with some guys i just met because of my anxiety. i cant handle going to a place with people i dont know. i feel constantly alienated. ugh...i cant even try to explain it to them. they'll just think i'm a dick that bailed on them. i hate it. i have social anxiety and i cant meet people i cant talk to people i cant do anything without feeling alienated and out of place. what the fuck is my problem. i have no one to talk to and no one understands...fuck i hate this.
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evirol:
Hey man, what's up. I'm the same way, don't feel too bad. You stayin here for four years?
dunkelheit:
staying in springfield for four years? i doubt it. next semester i'm taking a bunch of intro classes to help me figure out what i'm doing. once i figure that out i'll probably go to a more specialized school. chicago art institute sounds pretty cool.