My mind won't stop raceing. It was my friend michelle's 20th yesterday. A group of us went out to the bar to celebrate then we went back to her place to smoke (the good stuff if know what I mean.) she was lookin so beauityful I wanted to kiss her so bad it's making me crazy. 
I don't think it will ever happen she has no idea I like her. She was going to the casino after the party with some friends I sooooo wanted her to invite me but no she was like sorry you suck. I want to ask her out on a date sometime soon but I fear I will lose a new friend. My heart is torn in two directions one I wanna just say fuck it and ask her out but then if she says no I'll probably lose a friend and it would be awkward seeing each other at work on the other hand she'll never know i like her if i don't tell her.
I don't think it will ever happen she has no idea I like her. She was going to the casino after the party with some friends I sooooo wanted her to invite me but no she was like sorry you suck. I want to ask her out on a date sometime soon but I fear I will lose a new friend. My heart is torn in two directions one I wanna just say fuck it and ask her out but then if she says no I'll probably lose a friend and it would be awkward seeing each other at work on the other hand she'll never know i like her if i don't tell her. 
dunce:
