dunce

life sux, i work like 5 days a week and the two days I get off I'm usualy having band practice or doing some other crap. No time to meet girls. I work with this one girl she's like 6 years younger than me we've hung out a few times but now it feels like she is giving me the cold sholder. I don't know if its because she just got outta a 4 year relationship or because I'm alot older. it's driving me nuts. i don't know how to ask her what's up cause if i do i fear it might make things worse. I messege her inviteing out and get no responce then we make plans and somthing happens and we don't end up hangin out. sometimes i think i should just say fuck it and give up. but then the other day she asked me to fix her computer for her. I don't wan't to push it but i don't want to give eather. so i guess i'll just keep walking the line for a while.