Yes, I am still very much alive. Though most of the time I don't feel like it. I've just been working alot, and trying to deal with finances, and finding a place, and getting the motivation to pack. I also need to keep updated on ways to keep in touch with people since after i move i will no longer have internet access. so if...
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Sorry I haven't been in touch with anyone for a while. My dad passed away this last Saturday and I've been outta town. I will get back to all of you soon though.
*kisses*
*kisses*
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nightmares:
Sorry to hear about your dad.
bigjuicy:
youre purdy.
CHANGE
Current mood: accomplished
ok right now im just trying to focus on the fact that change can be good. its scary as hell but i think it could be really good for brandon and i. all i ever wanted was for him to be happy. and now he is getting there. so im trying not to focus on what hes doing right now with...
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Current mood: accomplished
ok right now im just trying to focus on the fact that change can be good. its scary as hell but i think it could be really good for brandon and i. all i ever wanted was for him to be happy. and now he is getting there. so im trying not to focus on what hes doing right now with...
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darthlunchbox:
YOU CAN DO IT! ALL NIGHT LONG!
Seriously, sweetie, you'e going to be fine. You're a totally beautiful and hot young woman. You'll find a guy there to worship you like a goddess.
*pssssttttt* Can I build a temple to you?
Seriously, sweetie, you'e going to be fine. You're a totally beautiful and hot young woman. You'll find a guy there to worship you like a goddess.
*pssssttttt* Can I build a temple to you?
jubjub:
..hey just dropped by your journal...you seem very rad and entherealy gorgeous 
and into some cool films, man Wild at Heart is such a twisted film, me 
lynch...and True Romance like being trampled by waves in the ocean....Patricia is just the coolest....
...anyway, as for change, its great, just apprach it with optimism and a sense of the endless possbilities evident in this crazy carousel they liken to life....
...plus with music and art one is never alone
have a cool day
and into some cool films, man Wild at Heart is such a twisted film, me lynch...and True Romance like being trampled by waves in the ocean....Patricia is just the coolest....
...anyway, as for change, its great, just apprach it with optimism and a sense of the endless possbilities evident in this crazy carousel they liken to life....
...plus with music and art one is never alone
have a cool day
This is the worst fucking new year ever. Alone and hurting like a mutherfucker, and realizing that the one focus I had on the new year, the one thing i was gonna try to improve is not really there. I give up. I am so tired of pain. So fucking tired of it. Nothing numbs it anymore. not the cutting or the drugs or the...
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cunninglinquist:
you learned from it i hope and will be a better person for it
quietantrum:
i love u sweetie and i'm sorry things didn't work out. just remember u are single and there are other fish in the sea. i know its easier said than done, and especially hard when your living with the person, but u are a hot mamma and i know u know how to work it. one of these nights u just gotta be like, "B-i'm going out on a date tonight with hot guy i met and u can sit at home and be all jealous and hurt and appreciate how i've been feeling lately."
Funny thing. I signed up on here like a year ago and sent in application pics or whatever and had this huge dream of being an SG. I was totally excited and totally thought I could do it. And now it's been like a fucking year and there is a new girl going up everday and all I can think is *hmm....that could have been...
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alivewocause:
It is funny what life throws as us.... but what can you do except dive and throw it back... keep trying and i am pretty sure that you will make it, you are most definitly beautiful enough to be on this site, just flood them with pics and maybe one will catch their eyes, but stay away from thinkgs that have been used toooooo much, like bath tubs and the such.... have a nice time in your world.. peace
Alive
Alive
witchdoctor:
I'm sure you will become a SG if you choose to. If you do, let me know the moment you are finally posted so I can put you on my favorites list. 
Merry Christmas and Stuff to Everyone!
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witchdoctor:
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you! How'd you make out this year?
soulfly:
Hope you had as good a Christmas as can be expected. You deserve it after a tough time recently. 
Hope 2005 improves for you.
Hope 2005 improves for you.
I hate people who think that their lives are so much better than others. Drama free. But life is Drama. Drama is differant for everyone. It is all of the events that happen to us everyday. The decisions we have to make and the things we do. Drama is life.
I couldn't be happier being a single mom and in love. Ya, I can't go...
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newbluecheer:
i like your attitude and i completely agree.
hey you are in the neighborhood.....we should get a drink sometime.
oh yeah....mad props for being a single mom and holding everything all together! i know what thats like
hey you are in the neighborhood.....we should get a drink sometime.
oh yeah....mad props for being a single mom and holding everything all together! i know what thats like
jpguinness:
I know too many people like that. They think their shit do not stink and they like to rub it in your nose. The truth is that they have as many issues and problems as everybody else.
You are doing great! Keep it up!
You are doing great! Keep it up!
YEAH! I am back! I was kinda hoping that someone would get me a month or something since I don't really have the money but that didn't appear to be happening, so.....I did it myself. I just had to *sigh* And I am posting up some new pics of me hehehe.....ENJOY!
*kisses*
*kisses*
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jpguinness:
I was wondering what happened to you! Welcome back!!
witchdoctor:
Sawweeet! Thanks. Got to get back to writing -- come say hey
Time to post a LONG overdue entry.
Brandon is not the asshole that I portray him to be. Yes, there are things that he does that piss me off, that I don't agree with. But there is way too much going on past and present that no one realizes. Mainly because I don't make it known. Well that is about to change.
Brandon is the...
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Brandon is not the asshole that I portray him to be. Yes, there are things that he does that piss me off, that I don't agree with. But there is way too much going on past and present that no one realizes. Mainly because I don't make it known. Well that is about to change.
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801mustang:
dont worry, i dont judge you. you a okay in my book.
bad brad
bad brad
jpguinness:
I have always told the odd white lie especially if I know it will get me out of trouble. We all have lied at one point or another.
Just so everyone knows, I SUCK ASS in everyway. I destroyed Brandons life. And hopefully I don't get to do the same to anyone else. That is all. Goodnight.
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zeus013:
we all have to learn to evolve from our misdirections. 
Goblinboots
here is some still shots and a blurb from my soon to be dead website, http://members.rogers.com/heartshapedbox/HSBSTILLS.htm
feel free to check out the rest of website if you get the urge.....let me know if you want a VHS copy of this INTERGALATiC FAVORiTE....
-O.G.E