I'm starting to realize that I really don't have any true friends in my life other than Chance. I kinda miss having close friends... but I find it so hard to relate to anyone. I'm just an odd ball out and everyone thinks I'm to much of a weirdo. 
This depresses me.
I'm too bipolar for anyone to truely like me. I think I freak...
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This depresses me.
I'm too bipolar for anyone to truely like me. I think I freak...
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davehidden:
Well, I like to think you and me get along well. We live sorta close. Surely you and Chance, me and Shannon could hang and get to know eachother better. Shannon and me are total odd ball weird-o's! What do ya say?!
seriphos:
*hug*
Sorry... I decided not to post my practice set. (if you really care why.. feel free to ask) If not... I got some new photos for you all. 
My family and I made a trip out to Fairyland, Chattanooga Tn this past week. (yes, the neighborhood is actually called Fairyland) Its a wonderful place! Fairyland is on top of a huge mountain in Chattanooga Tennessee......
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My family and I made a trip out to Fairyland, Chattanooga Tn this past week. (yes, the neighborhood is actually called Fairyland) Its a wonderful place! Fairyland is on top of a huge mountain in Chattanooga Tennessee...... Read More
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mike1917:
That looks like a fun place to visit
Sorry not to see the practice set, but I am sure you will post if you ever want to.
Sorry not to see the practice set, but I am sure you will post if you ever want to.
grimmimages:
Never been to Fairyland...
Will definitely have to check it out...
So what happened with the practice set?
Will definitely have to check it out...
So what happened with the practice set?
So... I took a practice set yesterday. I'm trying to get back into the swing of modeling before I take my real set in August. I'm debating on posting it in my albums for critique.. what do you all think? Should I? I can't make up my mind. It wasn't anything special... just shot in my backyard.. me being me... I really wanted to practice...
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nysrogh:
I would like to see a new set from you every day, it would never get old. Please post the rest of it.
grimmimages:
A little post-production in photoshop and all should be well!
Great raw pics!
Great raw pics!
So... I've become pretty inactive around here and that sux... but life happens yo. I've been dancing a lot... partying here and there, and I even slipped through some depression BUT I'm starting to feel alittle better I suppose. The good news is that I'll be taking another set any day now. Keep your fingers crossed for me that it goes well and according to...
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davehidden:
I wish you were more active here again. I am glad you are coming around and feeling better. Maybe the vacation will put you over the edge into good happy places! I look forward to more set goodness from you too! So where you vacationing to if I may ask? Great pictures too! I don't think you know how much I love seeing you. If ya did, I bet the cops would come to my house and take me away. hahaha. I miss talking with ya. So tell me something good.
callioppe:
hey thank you so much =] i really appreciate the love on my set in MR.
i hope it goes live too =\
i hope it goes live too =\
I'm leaving that last blog alone. *le sigh* instead I'm going to post some videos of the lady I got to see perform last night. SHE WAS AMASING! I feel so inspired after watching her dance. She danced with so much emotion it brought tears to my eyes. Mira Betz is offically my new favorite performer. Seeing her live was completely breath taking.. words could...
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ladyaurale:
I usually keep up with artists... unfortunately I had to reformat and lost most of my stuff.
I just loved it and I have no idea who did it!
*hugs*
Is your summer getting any better?
I just loved it and I have no idea who did it!
*hugs*
Is your summer getting any better?
Dear SG
Girls are back stabbing bimbos. Stay away from them! Because before you know it your bestfriend is making eyes at your man and plotting against you because she is jealous of your awesomeness.
Why can I never find a girlfriend to hang out with that's worth a shit? Women are catty, bitchy and plot your demise while they smile at you and secretly...
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Girls are back stabbing bimbos. Stay away from them! Because before you know it your bestfriend is making eyes at your man and plotting against you because she is jealous of your awesomeness.
Why can I never find a girlfriend to hang out with that's worth a shit? Women are catty, bitchy and plot your demise while they smile at you and secretly...
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ladyaurale:
Yeap. Girls are fucking horrid
*hugs*
*hugs*
andreaste:
Girls like that are precisely the reason I hang out with guys. Btw, I miss you. I really wish I had the time and money to come and spend a good amount of time in the Boro again, but alas... I work too damn much. I'm sorry you're dealing with a shitty gf. Thats sucks so bad.
So... my bellydance troupe 'Umbra' had its debute Sat. night. I think it went well. The show was held at our new dance studio. The turn out was awesome and we're donating all of the money we made to one of our friends for her chemo therapy. I have some videos to post from that night and later I will add pictures so you can...
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alie_lynn:
Awesome performance! How I wish I lived closer so I could take lessons from you! I want to learn so bad but video on it just aren't the same as having an actual instructor. Congrats on great debut! 
king_:
i just adore your outfit!
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cannabisia:
It's fun to get messed up alone!
franie:
A little solo drunkeness never hurt anyone.
Wow, some people really know how to make a girl feel loved (especially since I've been so down lately). Thanks gasaraki for this tribute video you made for me 
xo Dimentia
In other news... MAKE sure to look @ my last post for Bellydance updates and my 2 newest performances.
Hm, I have about 5 more weeks of school... which I'm totally happy about. I'm...
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xo Dimentia
In other news... MAKE sure to look @ my last post for Bellydance updates and my 2 newest performances.
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distinctivecat:
Love the pic of you flipping the bird.
It just reminded my of that Dimentia Morte shaped longing that you've started up in a gang of us.
It just reminded my of that Dimentia Morte shaped longing that you've started up in a gang of us.
tweedle:
oh that sounds awesome! can't wait to see!
I think anyone who DOESN'T love Asian culture is on crack. There are so many elements to it, and god, just everything about it is so beautiful and aesthetically pleasing.
and awww persians are so precious...my best friend actually had a persian NAMED Precious. She was awesome. But she made me sneeze a lot...
I think anyone who DOESN'T love Asian culture is on crack. There are so many elements to it, and god, just everything about it is so beautiful and aesthetically pleasing.
and awww persians are so precious...my best friend actually had a persian NAMED Precious. She was awesome. But she made me sneeze a lot...
On a lighter note.. I have a bellydance performance this weekend that I'm excited about. Its a performance for an art gathering... where they are displaying pieces of art for people to look at all weekend, and dance night is on Saturday. That's where I come in. Wish me luck! I hope i don't fall on my face 
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Its a performance for an art gathering... where they are displaying pieces of art for people to look at all weekend, and dance night is on Saturday. That's where I come in. Wish me luck! I hope i don't fall on my face Also, myself and 3 other girls are...
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seriphos:
Good point! I just won't mention to my wife that I've seen you naked...
tweedle:
thanks for your friendship doll
I'm really touched by the response I've recieved about my "giving up". It makes me feel like I'm not just doing this over and over again for no reason. Thanks guys and gals for making me feel better. But with that said I want to reply to some of the responses. 1. being, I for sure haven't stopped wanting to be a SG. I DREAM...
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andreaste:
Don't give up honey, I know you can do it... why they haven't picked you yet is beyond me... I think you're beautiful and I know how much you want this, and I know it isn't just for the money. I know you want to show the world your art and the world needs to see it.
distinctivecat:
Hey D, did you pull that set with the liquor and the table top? Am I imagnining something? That was a great hardcore set, almost a challenge to the rest of the world to keep up, and I'm so sorry to see it disappear into the ether.
hm, thinking about giving up. I dunno... I've been trying to become a SG since I was 18... I'm 22 now. (almost 23).. seems like if it were meant to be... it would have happened by now...
Maybe one more shoot and I'll give it everything I got... if I don't get accepted. I'm done. Its over. I'm tired of showing everyone my ass tits...
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Maybe one more shoot and I'll give it everything I got... if I don't get accepted. I'm done. Its over. I'm tired of showing everyone my ass tits...
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jensck:
Glad you appreciated the feedback on your set - happy to hear that the extra thought that goes into it means something.
I don't agree with the ZOMG SG IS TURNING INTO PLAYBOY BARBIES W/TATTOOS!#$ thing - anyone who really thinks that seriously needs to look at a recent Playboy and then look at whatever the 10 most recent SG sets are at the time. They're completely different.
That said, any editorial controls of whatever kind are going to be imperfect. It beats "anything goes", but still, those controls/rules are always going to end up excluding things that a lot of people would like to have seen. I'm sad to hear you're thinking of giving up, but if it's not worth it for you, then no one can blame you.
Anyway, good luck with whatever you end up doing for this next shoot - can't wait to see it!
I don't agree with the ZOMG SG IS TURNING INTO PLAYBOY BARBIES W/TATTOOS!#$ thing - anyone who really thinks that seriously needs to look at a recent Playboy and then look at whatever the 10 most recent SG sets are at the time. They're completely different.
That said, any editorial controls of whatever kind are going to be imperfect. It beats "anything goes", but still, those controls/rules are always going to end up excluding things that a lot of people would like to have seen. I'm sad to hear you're thinking of giving up, but if it's not worth it for you, then no one can blame you.
Anyway, good luck with whatever you end up doing for this next shoot - can't wait to see it!
distinctivecat:
Look, I've stopped keeping track of pink or not. Frankly, the fact that most hopefuls have fewer professional filters to get in the way of their self-presentation, is a plus most of the time. From a SG fan's POV, the only advantage is that a name search for a non-friend can bring you to her profile page. I know pink status means money (am I right, is it worth it?) and probably some sort of acceptance into a charmed circle--is access to staff photographers part of the draw? Regular SG party invites? I can't figure it out.
But really, Dimentia, the fact that you're on this site, that someone like youprotean, shapely, intimate, raw, approachable, playfulshows up here, and nowhere else, is why I check in so often.
It's hard to argue to keep going at it if it's frustrating--seems sort of like intellectual trimmings on a basic "show us yr tits" call. But this place isn't that. Really, you're the best part of this site, the spirit of the enterprise as far as I'm concerned. And I'd miss you a lot.
But really, Dimentia, the fact that you're on this site, that someone like youprotean, shapely, intimate, raw, approachable, playfulshows up here, and nowhere else, is why I check in so often.
It's hard to argue to keep going at it if it's frustrating--seems sort of like intellectual trimmings on a basic "show us yr tits" call. But this place isn't that. Really, you're the best part of this site, the spirit of the enterprise as far as I'm concerned. And I'd miss you a lot.