When people see us posting, they get upset when it's not boobilicious photos, or try and make us feel bad if we don't show our ass. I didn't try to become a suicide girls because I knew I had a hot body that boys would be drooling over. In fact, I did it because I think the complete opposite.

Ever since I was little, I've had body issues. I was never to the point of anorexia or bulimia, but I've never truly loved myself. I could always find something wrong and it would never be good enough.

But in the recent years, I've found that there are some things I love about myself. Like my hair, and my tattoos. Sure they change, but I think that's why I like them so much.

I've also learned that it's okay to not like yourself sometimes because that's what keeps you pushing forward towards greatness. It keeps you moving and constantly molding into something new.

So I'm sorry I haven't been posting a lot of things many of you have voiced that you'd rather not see. I'm going through one of those phases where loving myself is hard and I promise that once I get out, it will be worth your while ❤