devil_bitch

What is rambling through my skull right now? Not much actually. I am missing someone. I miss their mind, their heart, and conversation. I am also trying not to get wrapped up in this person because somehow I get the feeling that they don't feel the same things for me that I do for him. These things are so hard to tell so far away. I know your situation ain't the best and you have a lot more important things to do than think about me.

I have a lot more hours at work next week so that is great. I need to pay the insurance deductible and pay for my trip to Chicago which is in 21 days. Happy Bday to me!! Gotta save money for Hawaii, Finland/Amsterdam, Muse, new NIN cd and hopefull NIN tour. I was gonna try to see The Killers but it sould out in 24 hours. WTF. Anybody got any extra tickets let me know. Maybe I should get a second job. Where am I going to fit that with the job and I have now and school I don't know. Oh and I want new ink too. Maybe I will get some in Chi-Town. Got to have it by summer. I don't think that I am going to do the nipples. I am too afraid of them rejecting. *shrug* Gotta go. Kids to watch today. Yeah me. Hope they don't make me want to kill them.

Leave me some love. I feel I am going to need it today.

Brightest blessing to all. Big hugs.
-K

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I just want to say that I have 13 comments exactly on this journal entry. That is cool. I don't think I have ever had this many. You like me, you really like me. *cries crocodile tears while holding Oscar*