OK. Today is a new day. I am done wallowing in my own self pity. Instead let's wallow in some else's.
The things that are bugging me about the world today.
1. The Terry Schiavo Case
I have been following this off and on over the years and I still haven't formed an oppinion. If the women is truly brain dead and has no chance of recovery I would think that she wouldn't want to live that way. Then again if she is still notices people, laughs, and cries... I can see how that would be hard for her family to deal with. All the medical stuff says that she really isn't in there. I know that I wouldn't want to live that way. Would you? And her family really has no idea what conversations took place between her and her husband. People say things to their lovers/spouses that they wouldn't to their parents. I mean no matter how old you get parents don't really listen. eh!!
2.The Red Lake MN School Shooting
*takes deep breath* Oh God. School shootings are something that really affect me. Not so much the random act of violence because well it's not random. Usually it is very well planned out. It bothers me because it is a child who has taken the life of other innocent children and in this case his own family. I don't understand how someone could cause so much pain and do something so wrong. Columbine still fucks me all up and that was years ago. I hated high shcool. It was a living hell for me. I thought about killing and maiming people every damn day but I didn't. Why? I knew that it was wrong. This poor kid. All of those poor kids. Even Kleabough and Louis. Nobody cared about them. Nobody listened. I know the pain of those teenage years when you're an outcast. I think a lot of us on SG can relate to that. Being different, being called a freak cause you like to wear black. I also really hate the way the media covers this shit. It just adds fuel to the fire. If some dumb shmuck was thinking about doing something like this they now know how to do it. Then we have to hear about the evil of rock and roll and the dangers of the "goth" culture. Don't blame that shit for someone else's plain stupidity. Just because the kid liked to wear black and drew pictures of demons and blood. Hell that describes more than half of my friends. Oh and the worse part for me, why does he have to be Indian. It's not like Indians don't get enough shit from the Anglo world now we have to add a school shooting to it. I use a collective we here. I am only a semi member of the Choctaw nation but still a minority (half black/half Indian) so I can understand. PFFTT!! Oh and that's another thing....how can you be a minority and be a racist. I hate that. Everyone else shits on us why do you have to take the hate and use it to hate your own people. So the kid had a problem with race mixing. Get over it. Like he was a full blood Indian. If it weren't for Race mixing I wouldn't be here and some other really great people that I know wouldn't be here either. Love is divine. Children are close to God. Does God really care whether mommy and daddy are pure blodd whatever the hell race they are. Umm NO!!! Get over it. I use a metaphoric God here as I am the farthest thing from a Christian but I do realize that there is a force out there larger than me.
Wow. That was long. Imagine that. Me rambling in a journal entry. Happy Wednesday.
The things that are bugging me about the world today.
1. The Terry Schiavo Case
I have been following this off and on over the years and I still haven't formed an oppinion. If the women is truly brain dead and has no chance of recovery I would think that she wouldn't want to live that way. Then again if she is still notices people, laughs, and cries... I can see how that would be hard for her family to deal with. All the medical stuff says that she really isn't in there. I know that I wouldn't want to live that way. Would you? And her family really has no idea what conversations took place between her and her husband. People say things to their lovers/spouses that they wouldn't to their parents. I mean no matter how old you get parents don't really listen. eh!!
2.The Red Lake MN School Shooting
*takes deep breath* Oh God. School shootings are something that really affect me. Not so much the random act of violence because well it's not random. Usually it is very well planned out. It bothers me because it is a child who has taken the life of other innocent children and in this case his own family. I don't understand how someone could cause so much pain and do something so wrong. Columbine still fucks me all up and that was years ago. I hated high shcool. It was a living hell for me. I thought about killing and maiming people every damn day but I didn't. Why? I knew that it was wrong. This poor kid. All of those poor kids. Even Kleabough and Louis. Nobody cared about them. Nobody listened. I know the pain of those teenage years when you're an outcast. I think a lot of us on SG can relate to that. Being different, being called a freak cause you like to wear black. I also really hate the way the media covers this shit. It just adds fuel to the fire. If some dumb shmuck was thinking about doing something like this they now know how to do it. Then we have to hear about the evil of rock and roll and the dangers of the "goth" culture. Don't blame that shit for someone else's plain stupidity. Just because the kid liked to wear black and drew pictures of demons and blood. Hell that describes more than half of my friends. Oh and the worse part for me, why does he have to be Indian. It's not like Indians don't get enough shit from the Anglo world now we have to add a school shooting to it. I use a collective we here. I am only a semi member of the Choctaw nation but still a minority (half black/half Indian) so I can understand. PFFTT!! Oh and that's another thing....how can you be a minority and be a racist. I hate that. Everyone else shits on us why do you have to take the hate and use it to hate your own people. So the kid had a problem with race mixing. Get over it. Like he was a full blood Indian. If it weren't for Race mixing I wouldn't be here and some other really great people that I know wouldn't be here either. Love is divine. Children are close to God. Does God really care whether mommy and daddy are pure blodd whatever the hell race they are. Umm NO!!! Get over it. I use a metaphoric God here as I am the farthest thing from a Christian but I do realize that there is a force out there larger than me.
Wow. That was long. Imagine that. Me rambling in a journal entry. Happy Wednesday.
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The two boys who were on the news yesterday were fighting /arguing in the hospital over who got to be the TV spokes person. My grandmother heard them arguing in the halls of the hospital.
My grandpa was being admited at the time, he has pnumonia or something scarey like that and he had to go to the hospital for tests and stuff cause his condition hasn't improved.
I hate the media coverage on the school shootings. I hate how they always blame the wrong people for these childrens actions. Media in general doesn't make someone take their families guns, kill their family, go to school, shoot a bunch of people and then kill themselves. I tihnk maybe that's just a WEE too much to blame on a type of clothing, a type of music, or a type of entertainment media. I mean really.
And on top of it I think racism between minoritys is retarded aswell. How stupid can you get, really? And those who have a problem with race mixing need to pull their feet out of their asses because that's just stupid too. Most of the most beautiful, brightest and well adjusted people come from mixed race families. I personally find people of a "Full blood" race to be much less attractive then someone who's got a bit of a mix in them. But I'm biased I guess, being mixed.
I didn't know you were native american at all by the by. I'm a fourth black foot native american. But I'm not registered with my tribe because neither of my half blood grandparents ever bothered to register. Besides they were dead by the time I was born. And my dad hated his father so even if he weren't I'd not have gotten a chancet o meet him.
Anyways I'm going to go to bed now and lement about finding a job and moving out. I have to be up in an hour now anyways though so sleeping is pointless.
oi I make my brain ache.
and yeah I'm following all this shit on tv, especially the disney shareholders, walmart invoice and automated store inventory trackers, and the severed digit in the soup stories. Crazy shit and way better then listening to orange alert fox news propaghandist nonsense shit that my dad sees as positive news. world world world //// chin up darlin, scrapes, bruises, and broken nose are life's way of telling us we're not immortal...and it's fun picking at the scabs
back to buffy 6 am and all