One day you run into a girl who had just requested you on myspace at a laundromat at four in the morning unshaven, unkempt and half asleep, half retarded. You end up moving into her Madison Ave. studio apartment and she tells you you're perfect.
The next day you're asked out to dinner and then drinks by another girl. You are... Read More
dude, i don't know what's wrong with me... i've been flaking out on things, and sleeping through stuff... i think i'm spread way too thin and stressed.
Oh fucking shit. Among all the other tragedies in my life it only just now occured to me my account expires soon.
Jesus Christ is September going to suck.
By all means feel free to buy me a month or two because I sure as Hell aint' going to be affording it. I mean theres a good chance I'll be sleeping under cardboard on a... Read More
PixiePearl gets first dibs but this is the part where I announce that I am once again available for adoption to be given away at the end of the month.
If you are in Manhattan or immediately near a subway that goes there and have a spare room or couch you should contact me. I am still in posession of a single part-time job... Read More
The Mexican Consulate is next door. Immigrant rights, I'm guessing, although my Spanish is poor. Why this involves the most poorly played horns ever, I dunno.
Cthulhu's laughing at me. His approval is highly innappropriate. I plan on a pleasant litle update about moving on with life and some marvelous art and instead...
Well I can't even make sence of it. Although removing several key details, in essence last night my ex told me she had been seeing someone else... Read More
I've never been so comfortable being so miserable but I still feel even more lost than I already am.
Old existentialist habits. Scorpio habits. I help define myself by who I want and whom they want me to be. Right now I haven't felt so unwanted since puberty.
Not that I feel literally unwanted but I haven't been responsible for so little desire in literally... Read More
Morning chai was one of the only things motivating me to go to my 8am class last year. Given, I still skipped about 1/4 of that class, but it would've been more without my chai. I'm up to 4 cups a day.
contentment never lasts, it's sad in a way, but what ever, if we were never discontent i suppose we'd never really know we were content at all.
miss you baby bear!
~papa bear
Ebay seems to have a decent variety mostly $25-$30.. I'm hesistant to spend that much since it's almost always too windy here to use one, but I might change my mind.
And Thanks for the comment! I'm glad you enjoyed my set 
