almost drunk and bored as fuck. I never meet or know anyone cool at parties. If I'm lucky, there'll be someone to look at. But goddamn, I know why I don't go to parties, but at least then theres a chance. Its better then sitting in your room just like every other night, right?
Anyway, I submitted a portrait I drew of Rose into an... Read More
I rarely enjoy parties... Since it all became a meat market..
False approaches, hoping some lame asshole gets some from some lame girl.. but I think I just need to go to better parties.
fuck it. I'm not even going to pretend to bi anymore.
I'm not even going to pretend I like people.
Because I don't. I can't even be celibate because I don't like myself.
oh all right. I'm too bored to hate anymore so I'm back. They don't let you look at peoples galleries, go into groups or do chat when you're anonymous.
So its the... Read More
if i lived near you i would buy you a flower......
i was posting on the boards about favorite flowers...i love the lotus, too and wisteria rocks!!! i still have a big bottle of that oil. i used to wear it all the time.
I can't imagine ever cutting off my bitch handle.
I can't deny how much I like my hair being pulled.
What I can deny however, is people access to pulling my hair.
The only person allowed right now is me.
and you thought I hated people before? oooh, people will some day look back on that time as a Golden Era.
My power and tyranny... Read More
hey sweet boy....
i hope your work went alright......i got super sick this morning, and have gotten nothing accomplished all day. damnit. i had hoped to work on a few papers myself. i hope you had a better day today than me.
ps....i like the new pic!
xoxox
jayne
well... instead of going to bed last night I played computer games and drew suicidegirls until dawn and then stayed up a few more hours until ten, when the financial aid office opened. The plan was to get the check, get a transit sticker, get a soda then go back home, check out todays set and go to bed.
I don't think many people realize my mediocre photography skills can be seen in chicoboprincess' journal. Oh yeah, she's hot and naked in almost all of them, and did I mention hot and naked? check it out you bastards, then check out my cam and watch me pick my nose or something boring and lame.
maybe I'll take requests and do puppet shows someday or... Read More
Those things that people in malls are always playing with, making them expand and contract?
And they were actually *in* my boobies?
Did they make them any bigger?
That would kick ass.
Hey if you're going to do a puppet show you have to tell everyone what day and time so we can all tune in. It'll be a world wide broadcast of Desidia's puppet show on ice! I added the on ice part for effect.
If I run out of things to cut my lungs with I'll have to start cutting people instead grrrrr I cut you!
soon I will have money, hopefully enough for hair dye, more cigarettes... Read More
and i have no idea what 'eating ice again' means...