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Saturday May 10, 2003

May 10, 2003
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Whats new with Hans?
I put up a lame webcam. watch me type papers on Stoicism.

CIGARETTE COUNTDOWN
I'm down to:

1 vanilla sweet dream
1 djarum (red)
1 djarum (black)

If I run out of things to cut my lungs with I'll have to start cutting people instead mad grrrrr I cut you!
soon I will have money, hopefully enough for hair dye, more cigarettes and maybe even some laundry.

The apartment is emptier than usual this weekend. typically hatefulerin off breeding it oldskool, eating burritos in tacoma but now anoria is in portland to see her sister graduate from Lewis & Clark. With both the smokers gone I've had to triple my capacity for nicotine.

Oh yeah, I've actually been colouring my art lately.
today I watercoloured sketches of a four winged twin serpent statue and jormungund, the Norse serpent of the underworld (I think it might actually have been Hel's brother). I'd show you if I could, but I can't.

I'm running on 1 1/2 hours of sleep with no signs of crashing soon, just an impaired short-term memory but at least my week is over. It was a hellish week of midterms, but now I can relax and slack off until finals.
then party party party in p-town until I can't party anymore. and when I say party, I mean play videogames and occasionally go to SG events to feel out of place.

I want Final Fantasy XI now. When I get it, you will never see or hear from again unless you buy it and play with me. surreal

hate to be a turncoat and a traitor, but I think when my account goes out I'm done here. frown Not even Ruby, Rose and AL can keep me here for much longer. At least I can associate with two of them outside of the site. It's just the LA thing and all the drama from before accumulating like mercury poisoning.
I love you guys though and I don't want to be out of the loop. I can't rationalize paying just to see when the next oppurtunity to get my goth on at Stewd's is. I hope there will always be someone to let me know when a PDX event is going on.
*sigh*
I don't know, it was a year long account so there's still plenty of time to change my mind or win the lotto.
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
knickers:
message me on aim sometime. i added you to my list.
May 13, 2003
al:
Hey, you should be on your cam right now.
May 13, 2003

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