desidia

Thank you for reading my flip out. I needed to get that out of my system. I had no choice but to flip out. Instead of taking a steaming shit on my face like usual, Life pulled the carpet from under my feet instead.

This week I:

A) Was told I have to move out of my apartment exactly one week earlier than I was told when I moved in.

B) Was told by my best and pretty much only chance of finding a place to live next month that completely abandoning me and going to California was something that was piquing her interest.

So I had to flip out. After eating ramen for three days in my unairconditioned sweltering apartment and my overheating computer and a photocopy of a shadow of a shitty wireless internet connection... yeah...

well I'm a lot calmer now. Still as hopeless and miserable but a lot calmer and more rational. if by any chance you have a couch I could use or an affordable room on Manhattan Island or live right off a connecting subway to Manhattan I do have a part time job and will most likely have a second by the end of the month. My odds of having enough funds to move out on my own however by August 13th though...

Anyways, for the record "I love you" is reasonably unrelated to my inability to support myself in the slightest. They're two seperate tirades.

Enjoy them again if you like: