desidia

chicoboprincess and I went renting movies last night.
I wanted to rent secretary, igby goes down and animatrix.
She wanted to rent sweet home alabama, just married, and igby goes down.

Guess what we got? The moral of the story is sometimes I forget how different we are. It got me thinking. Sometimes I'm amazed how I can love her. Maybe its because I don't...
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I just can't get over how hot Lilith is... its weird

I mean really weird, I'm kitten as a cat, I'm smitten like that.

And one of my new little sidejobs is so fun! I get to stock the bella cafe' on 5th and I get to shop at Costco, which is the worst (but I saw the funniest, most horrible mullet ever!)
I also...
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I keep running into Echo in my dreams and forgetting to say hi.

saw finding nemo yesterday with chicoboprincess, and found ruby on my way out

and... ummm... stuff... I guess *shrug*
unless growing up just means growing more bitter and disillusioned, I don't think I've done any, and it kinda gets me worried that I'll blink and have become a 30 year old boy......
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well... guess I have been blacklisted or something.

oh well I'm here to inform you that the world is coming to an end. After a Golden era of so many years I lost count (13-14 years) our desidia has finally lost it.
yes, between 2-2:30am of sunday the 15th, I gave in and vomited in the bathtub. I don't know if it was the McCormicks...
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I put up my new IM name today because I forgot the password to the old one

I'm so bored, but at least I live in walking distance to a Fred Meyers now. It entertained me in hi-school and it will again.

all there is to do here at home is nap and work out. rarrr, I'm the incredible hulk, who wants to have sex...
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moving to the PDX area tomorrow and by the end of the summer, hopefully to PDX itself.

I am packing, packing, packing at 4am and feeling bored as we speak. I have a headache and my Badtz Maru gum has gone bland and I'm going to meet my mother around11am tomorrow but the new radiohead is keeping me in check.

huh. I thought I updated this. oh well.

both the best day of my life and the worst day of my life have occurred in seattle

and yeah, I've started eating ice again if you know what I mean

almost drunk and bored as fuck. I never meet or know anyone cool at parties. If I'm lucky, there'll be someone to look at. But goddamn, I know why I don't go to parties, but at least then theres a chance. Its better then sitting in your room just like every other night, right?

Anyway, I submitted a portrait I drew of Rose into an...
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I'm trying to get out of Evergreen and away from the hippies and now my parents are telling me they're moving to Eugene...

Now it is more important than ever to become financially sound and live far far away from hippie towns and anyone sharing my genetic material.

fuck it. I'm not even going to pretend to bi anymore.
I'm not even going to pretend I like people.
Because I don't. I can't even be celibate because I don't like myself.



oh all right. I'm too bored to hate anymore so I'm back. They don't let you look at peoples galleries, go into groups or do chat when you're anonymous.
So its the...
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I can't imagine ever cutting off my bitch handle.
I can't deny how much I like my hair being pulled.
What I can deny however, is people access to pulling my hair.

The only person allowed right now is me.
and you thought I hated people before? oooh, people will some day look back on that time as a Golden Era.
My power and tyranny...
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