desidia

Its obvious I'm a cat person. I'm nocturnal but not tied to it. I bite and I scratch and I hiss. I'm always half in and half out of Hell. Screw round and bouncy. Give me shiny and jangly. Give me love while I be aloof.

And despite towering doubts my nine lives are about up I gave into curiosity and bought a can of...
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Thank you for reading my flip out. I needed to get that out of my system. I had no choice but to flip out. Instead of taking a steaming shit on my face like usual, Life pulled the carpet from under my feet instead.

This week I:

A) Was told I have to move out of my apartment exactly one week earlier than I was...
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My life has more or less become The Stranger.

Time to time I find it necessary to fantasize about raining sulphur down in great detail. Everything blistering and boiling, pavement cracking, things just bursting into flames (bursting is SO much better than catching). And of course the shifting in the glowing, choked thick burning orange/red/black sky just before a slow moving plume of burning sulphur...
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Boston booze has curious effects on me. Neither positive or negative really. Just curious.

Anyways this is my officially excited about East Coast Camping entry. The anticipation is beginning to affect me. I'm looking forward to a marvelous adventure even though I did not in fact come into possession of an antique victorian black lace parasol as was my highest priority for this trip.

In...
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I have a marvelous idea. Lets run out and go completely cold turkey on my anti-anxiety/anti-depressants immediately prior to a huge social gathering... oh say East Coast Camping

Oh well, I'll just have to remain in a constant state of drunk

also:


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Shenzi

Now its Sid's turn to take a nap. Apparently taking pictures of ducks takes a lot out of a girl.

There were lesbian swans.

And damn does it feel good to go gothclubbing. We're going again tonight and if that fails we'll drink absinthe and play mario dance dance revolution. which reminds me, they were playing oldskool 82' super mario bros. at the goth...
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Wow. I have apparently not been on the Internet since time began or perhaps a week. Since then things have happened. Quite a number of them really. One of these things was my drama/drag-queen roommate not paying the cable bill out of passive-aggression.

I'll leave you with that as I'm pulling a far and distant wifi connection through sheer will. There will possibly be a...
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I'd been starting to worry. I haven't really been feeling myself, haven't had the chance to really. Until last night.

Not that I had the time of my life. It just felt relieving to go out to a lesbian bar and still only pay for half my drinks.

And of course there was being told I was better than Davey Havok and getting to respond...
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What the deuce?

Ha Ha. I am totally going to abuse the top friends.

And then pass out for 15 minutes.

And then go out lesbian bar hopping.

Its an interesting weekend to live in Spanish Harlem. Yep. By interesting I mean crazy.

Donnie Darko:
I just now saw it again since it came out. I confess I wasn't impressed. I enjoyed it but no one would shut up about it, everyone was in love with Frank and no one realized Mad World was a Tears for Fears song. And it reminded me too much of myself when I was in public school, awkward and outspoken. The enmity...
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well anyways, just for your information i'm not going to be reading your journals for a while. i know prom is near. really near. i don't know when prom is and i don't want to know and i certainly don't want to hear anything about people actually going ESPECIALLY if they have a good time and if i see pictures, mirrors will break, milk...
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MOTHERFUCKING FUCKER. I do not tolerate this shit. I do not even pretend to tolerate this shit. Its taken for granted that I'm too good for this shit in the vaguest of my rumours and the line has been drawn in sand and your attention was called to the drawing of it and several dire and unneccesary warnings were issued regarding the drawing of it....
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