earlier today when nobody was watching, i laid down and i died for a minute. maybe it was two. but nobody even noticed.
there, on my back, watching the backs of my eyelids, with my arms folded solemnly across my chest, i drank death and i smelled forever. i waited for the worms to come play pinnacle in my snout. i wondered who would cry,...
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there, on my back, watching the backs of my eyelids, with my arms folded solemnly across my chest, i drank death and i smelled forever. i waited for the worms to come play pinnacle in my snout. i wondered who would cry,...
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burstandbloom:
oh
and heres a third post
is your family not understanding of different kinds of lifestyles or experiences or
just weary like any other family
my sis met an SG member at a local event that i set up
now they are having a baby and are getting married
so they indirectly met thought the porn site through me so i guess it can all work out
and im still mad you said i couldnt get with you
and heres a third post
is your family not understanding of different kinds of lifestyles or experiences or
just weary like any other family
my sis met an SG member at a local event that i set up
now they are having a baby and are getting married
so they indirectly met thought the porn site through me so i guess it can all work out
and im still mad you said i couldnt get with you
burstandbloom:
grand aspirations of love
i do have those
which is why i havent slept with anyone yet
i think making love should involve
love
or at least some pieces of it
and im not sure that ive seen them yet
i may have
but
what if im waiting on something that isnt going to happen
i think im regretting not sleeping with people in the past
and im begining to regret this whole belief in love thing
and wondering if i just need to go out and get it on with somebody
ughh
i need a crystal ball
to see the future
to know if ill find love
hanging out in a back alley or in front of a stage or in a library or at the end of a breadcrumb trail
or if its hopeless
jesus
im going to bed
the bisexuality thing
that stuff does run in the genes
so i guess your moms not...
i dont know
i dont know enough to comment
i do know that i giggled like a school girl when i read your comment about going for coffee after the olive garden
and i smiled thinking 'im wooing her with my words'
and then 'maybe shes wooing me with hers'
either way there seemed to be internet wooing going on
alright
its 8 am here
i really do have to sleep for like 4 hours before my land loard comes to show my apartment
so he can rent it
and i can move out
to New Orleans
yeah
i do have those
which is why i havent slept with anyone yet
i think making love should involve
love
or at least some pieces of it
and im not sure that ive seen them yet
i may have
but
what if im waiting on something that isnt going to happen
i think im regretting not sleeping with people in the past
and im begining to regret this whole belief in love thing
and wondering if i just need to go out and get it on with somebody
ughh
i need a crystal ball
to see the future
to know if ill find love
hanging out in a back alley or in front of a stage or in a library or at the end of a breadcrumb trail
or if its hopeless
jesus
im going to bed
the bisexuality thing
that stuff does run in the genes
so i guess your moms not...
i dont know
i dont know enough to comment
i do know that i giggled like a school girl when i read your comment about going for coffee after the olive garden
and i smiled thinking 'im wooing her with my words'
and then 'maybe shes wooing me with hers'
either way there seemed to be internet wooing going on
alright
its 8 am here
i really do have to sleep for like 4 hours before my land loard comes to show my apartment
so he can rent it
and i can move out
to New Orleans
yeah
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sarcasticmenace:
[Edited on Jul 24, 2004 5:20AM]
[Edited on Jul 24, 2004 5:20AM]
freedonia:
try and stop the pirating.
avast and ahoy (and so forth)
avast and ahoy (and so forth)
***rANdOMNESS IS UNdERRATeD***
is there ever really a legit situation which necessitates the usage of the badass monkeyhead or is it just a celebration of all things random? i like orange juice but not pulp. dark soda makes me feel like each one of my teeth is wearing a little sweater. its nasty. girls don't wear skirts enough. if my mom tells me that if...
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is there ever really a legit situation which necessitates the usage of the badass monkeyhead or is it just a celebration of all things random? i like orange juice but not pulp. dark soda makes me feel like each one of my teeth is wearing a little sweater. its nasty. girls don't wear skirts enough. if my mom tells me that if...
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funktion:
i try.. 
hoisin:
I back! thank you thank thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank youthank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you ....
You are too kind.
xxxxxxxxx
You are too kind.
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anniesegall:
Good Luck!!
mikael:
i can smell it from here!
so apparently i suck ass at quitting. fucking addictive personality. *puts down bong, lights cigarette, chews nails, puts on another pot of coffee* but....i did cancel my account so until that excludes the possibilty....i'm probably gonna be around.
i also dont have a computer for a minute..anybody want to contribute to the 'julie can't afford a new AC adaptor fund'? i'm thinking of setting up...
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i also dont have a computer for a minute..anybody want to contribute to the 'julie can't afford a new AC adaptor fund'? i'm thinking of setting up...
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zephyra:
That's beautiful.
burstandbloom:
i like that entry a lot
it stands well as it is
but you could probably flesh it out to some kick ass short story if you wanted
much to build on
lovely characters
writing what we know usually works the best
hope all is well
it stands well as it is
but you could probably flesh it out to some kick ass short story if you wanted
much to build on
lovely characters
writing what we know usually works the best
hope all is well
i have made the decision today to cancel my account. it won't be permanent i'm sure but i need to make sure that i am living every second of my life to the fullest right now and not allowing myself to be dulled by escapism. i am struggling with school a lot and i am having one of the most amazing times i have ever...
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charley:
I am going to miss you lady!! Take care of yourself and PBE.....if you ever come to the UK look me up, my email is charleyfeltham@hotmail.com.
Lots of love
I am going to miss you lady!! Take care of yourself and PBE.....if you ever come to the UK look me up, my email is charleyfeltham@hotmail.com.
Lots of love
thejuanupsman:
I feel so selfish, but goddamn girl I dont want you to go. I am gonna miss your spirit, intelligence & humor on the boards. 
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machiavel:
I get so morose sometimes that I think I will turn into an oily black spot on the ground 
toneski:
where is my birthday present by the way? :p
i can't write a fucking word. i have writers block and i need to put pen to paper. tell me what to write. anyone. first post, unless it's stupid like 'write a story about anal sex and goats and oranges...first reasonable post, i'll write some tangential prose on. so, cmon fuckers...inspire me. it's 3 am...i'm wai-ting.
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toneski:
terrible, all the while...
comparible, is your style...
it, take, you, too, many, words, to, get, your, point...
it, make, me, lose, any, urge, to, 'spect, your, joint...
but i know you got skills,
but i know you bought skills,
but i know you got skills.
but i own the spot thrills.
check.
terrible, all the while...
comparible, is your style...
it, take, you, too, many, words, to, get, your, point...
it, make, me, lose, any, urge, to, 'spect, your, joint...
but i know you got skills,
but i know you bought skills,
but i know you got skills.
but i own the spot thrills.
check.
toneski:
p.s. you are trying too hard to not try too hard.
inspration can be found in your refridgerator.
*editted to assure you that this comment refers to your writer's block, not your unworthy battle attempts*
nothing can save you in this battle....yet.
[Edited on Jul 15, 2004 6:21AM]
inspration can be found in your refridgerator.
*editted to assure you that this comment refers to your writer's block, not your unworthy battle attempts*
nothing can save you in this battle....yet.[Edited on Jul 15, 2004 6:21AM]
who the fuck ever decided that a lady was a girl who closed her knees and spoke softly? fuck that.
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thejuanupsman:
So ummm even though it wasnt left for me I thought you should know that while that comment does clearly illustrate the passion you feel about your writing, it was not boring.
I cant imagine what it felt like to have that just be gone...
I cant imagine what it felt like to have that just be gone...
where is pbe working?
what is he taking at CC? (what is he interested in) (besides you)