delusion

I guess you are studying. Thats good. I took an organic chemistry class last semester and I did really poorly on all the tests and then I really busted my ass for the final and I pulled out a "C" I was so excited! Just think in 2 days it will be done.

Good Luck!

I will be studying too for my anatomy lab practical. Fun stuff!!!

Lots and lots of love for you!!!

yes you still are..

you studying? couching?

i forgot why i came here..

OK, while my posting this note is in direct contravention of your wishes, I just had to say I stumbled here by accident and was captured by your wit.

& your legs ain't bad either.

Okay, so I have resolved to HATE the hell out of you for the next two days... But I think that was counting yesterday, so I guess I only need to hate you for one day? I think I'll check back Wednesday to see if I still hate you or not.

I'm not going to fuck off for two days... YOU fuck off for two days. And I hate that ALF pic! I HATE math tests. JEEZIZ, I just hate this whole stupid journal entry. God DAMNIT ALL!

If only I had a large phallic object to fire like a missle and explode your rotten computer with, then I'd have some fucking peace.

Maybe in a couple of days I'll be your pal again, but for now no way! I honestly can say that I'm crying from pure hate right now, and my keyboard is getting wet with the sweat of anger dripping from my finger tips!!!!!!

PS: NO THANK YOU FOR LISTENING GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

sometimes theres is fun in seeing a word
alone
then you can design the context
connect the dots how you see fit
interactive writing i guess i like to think that spacing and line breaks can be used to make one poem
into two
or three
each time you give it a read it can come
out
differently

course you cant see the damn sapcing in these jopurnal posts
but
shit
i do it anyway


i need you like a sad song

yes
you are fucking rad


tell my something i don't know, geez.


-pb

oh yeah, i meant to ask you (even though you've forgotten me now)

where is pbe working?

what is he taking at CC? (what is he interested in) (besides you)

here...barely

oh
and heres a third post

is your family not understanding of different kinds of lifestyles or experiences or
just weary like any other family

my sis met an SG member at a local event that i set up
now they are having a baby and are getting married
so they indirectly met thought the porn site through me so i guess it can all work out

and im still mad you said i couldnt get with you

grand aspirations of love
i do have those
which is why i havent slept with anyone yet
i think making love should involve
love
or at least some pieces of it
and im not sure that ive seen them yet
i may have
but
what if im waiting on something that isnt going to happen
i think im regretting not sleeping with people in the past
and im begining to regret this whole belief in love thing
and wondering if i just need to go out and get it on with somebody
ughh
i need a crystal ball
to see the future
to know if ill find love
hanging out in a back alley or in front of a stage or in a library or at the end of a breadcrumb trail
or if its hopeless

jesus
im going to bed

the bisexuality thing
that stuff does run in the genes
so i guess your moms not...
i dont know
i dont know enough to comment

i do know that i giggled like a school girl when i read your comment about going for coffee after the olive garden
and i smiled thinking 'im wooing her with my words'
and then 'maybe shes wooing me with hers'
either way there seemed to be internet wooing going on

alright
its 8 am here
i really do have to sleep for like 4 hours before my land loard comes to show my apartment
so he can rent it
and i can move out
to New Orleans
yeah

[Edited on Jul 24, 2004 5:20AM]

try and stop the pirating.

avast and ahoy (and so forth)

i try..

I back! thank you thank thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank youthank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you ....

You are too kind.

xxxxxxxxx

Good Luck!!

i can smell it from here!

That's beautiful.

i like that entry a lot
it stands well as it is
but you could probably flesh it out to some kick ass short story if you wanted
much to build on
lovely characters

writing what we know usually works the best

hope all is well

I feel so selfish, but goddamn girl I dont want you to go. I am gonna miss your spirit, intelligence & humor on the boards.