Thursday Aug 26, 2004

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i am drunk as fuck.
i hung out with maurauder and fractal tonight at a cool little gay bar on the edge of town.


you bitches are jealous.
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runelateralus:
Yes. Fractal is my favorite non-friend SG.
eurisko:
i AM jealous.

Wednesday Aug 25, 2004

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the quiet boy just stares. squints. listens?
blue eyes that don't squirm or twist away when i pin them down with my searching brown ones.
(he has them - those eyes)
girl - that's me, is armed with an arsenal of lexicon.
he consumes my concotions, like this one (typed for the purpose of 'update and edit').
he reads while i write. i push forward,...
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thejuanupsman:

delusion said:
fuck you both for knowing it



So even though I know you didnt mean anything by it and that I am probably just being overly sensitive because I am kind of fragile right now, but I just have to say that reading that hurt a little. It makes me sad that you feel that way. I thought knowing you that well was a good thing, I have always considered it a good thing that you know me well enough to see past my bullshit.

hello_kitten:
Is that picture of your school in your folders Santa Barbara City College?

Sunday Aug 22, 2004

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trevallion:
I was just down there to visit a friend. Holy crap, I'm the 100th post in your journal. tongue
scopitone6248:
Scopitones were these "hip" and "with-it" machines from the 60's.

Some

links

Fractal and[/I ]Maurader? You will take pictures.

Yeah, the cousin is set for life because he was put in the chair while on leave from the military. He gets monthly checks from the government that afford him an incredibly comfortable life. Combine that with the fact that his condition grants him the Powers of Priapism...and he's a happy man smile

Tuesday Aug 17, 2004

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how did we meet? what was the first conversation we ever had about? if you don't remember then what was our best conversation about?


if you're not my friend then what brought you to my journal, how'd ya find me?
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recipeforhate:
I believe I commented on how lovely you are.
dizzy:
you all were so awesome, i still feel like it was five minutes ago.

Tuesday Aug 17, 2004

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*~*~___DANCE BREAK___~*~*















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polly:
*dances too*
polly:
don't you hate it when you get a moutful of ash[ss]?

frown

Saturday Aug 14, 2004

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sometimes the fact that i fancy myself an artist makes me rather disconnected with the realistic intricacies of this adult world i live in.
this morning i found out that while my current apartment has to be vacated as of tomorrow, my new apartment won't be ready until the 21st.

homelessness is fucking rad.

so, my ex offered to let pale_blue_eyes and i stay with...
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moralitydies:
holla at me on IM. DO IT!!!! mad biggrin
funktion:
hmm. going down my list and here i am again.. that either means you havent updated in fuckin forver!! or i just really luuurve you and keep coming back here..

yeah its that first one huh.. tongue


*nother note to buy hose to clean up after slip and O's*

Saturday Aug 14, 2004

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sarcasticmenace:
You two make me sick.


Damn beautiful bastards. wink
theonetheonlydc:
awww super cute pics. GUESS WHAT I BOUGHT TODAY! Season 1 of Alf on DVD! yessssssssss

Wednesday Aug 11, 2004

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so i have been informed that i am very close to being zotted. apparently, i have to play nice for awhile so here you go....

kittens. roses. rainbows. ice cream. sunsets. calm meadows. ooOOOhh you are so hot, i loooove you, you rock!!!


kiss love biggrin tongue and all that other happy, positive shit.



just go to maurauder 's journal and realize that i am rad. because apparently i'm...
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eurisko:
i miss you too, it sucks your aim is a crazy julie hater. but hey, email me anytime. since you rock so hardcore.
pale_blue_eyes:


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Monday Aug 09, 2004

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i just wrote this poem.

feel free to hate it. but, i don't want to fucking hear about it if you do.

this is the most painful thing i have ever written. ever.


old house.
old hopes.
moving day.
new house.
no hope.
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i built a cardboard temple - a materialistic shrine,
fashioned from the boxes filled with everything i call mine.
these packages...
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anniesegall:
I want to rub your tummy right now!! I love you so much!! Josh and I just got back from happy hour at king fish market, I am so full and I am a little buzzed! Kiss Kiss kiss kiss

Love you lots!!!
funktion:
kiss

Sunday Aug 08, 2004

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dire_romantic:
you're in sunny cali...you have any idea how difficult it is to restrain oneself from becoing overly jealous?!?!? DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL tongue wink
funktion:
fully consumed.. a conflagration has ensued. a tsunami if you will.. is that dorothy... and then there was quiet.. for in the eye I saw.. myself.. standing amongst you.. in thought if not form..


kiss


till next month that is.. shoe, foot, other. OH its on!!! tongue

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Sunday Aug 08, 2004

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is pale_blue_eyes naked, drunk and mixing you a screwdriver in your kitchen???






didn't think so.



fucking sucks to be you.




I'd like to rest my heavy head tonight
On a bed of California stars
I'd like to lay my weary bones tonight
On a bed of California stars

I'd love to feel
Your hand touching mine
And tell me why
I must keep working on...
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theonetheonlydc:
I lead a complicated life. I live at home with my mom, but with reason. My dad left us 4 years ago, and left my mom and 6 children with a 1/2 million dollar house payment (he was a doctor, who I always depised). Now, my mom cant make payments on the house, and pay for 5 colleges, and have money to retire. And trust me, a house this big is almost impossible to sell. So I moved home to help as much as i can. I pay as many bills I can with my paycheck just to keep her head above water. The only problem is I HATE this area witha passion. Its amish country and dont have any friends here at all. But Id never let my mom know that cause she would want to best for me, and make me leave to be happy. But never in a million years would I do that... So I stay at home, pretend to be happy, and try to help my brothers and sister through college. Lame I know, but its my life.
thedishwasher:
oh no worries hun, i definately do not get offended easily and such, nice to hear from you though, i meant to drop by your journal before and give you a formal ello and *pounce* and all, hahaha.... kiss keep rockin and all biggrin
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