In your empty bed
regret occupies
the cold spot on the sheets
my body once warmed.
I stayed awake
night
and then night
again watching
the orangey glow of the streetlight
pour in the window, spill
across your face,
stretching eyelash shadows across your cheeks,
hot tears down mine.
With clenched fists I waited
knowing my white knuckles
couldn't force you to hold on.
Now...
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regret occupies
the cold spot on the sheets
my body once warmed.
I stayed awake
night
and then night
again watching
the orangey glow of the streetlight
pour in the window, spill
across your face,
stretching eyelash shadows across your cheeks,
hot tears down mine.
With clenched fists I waited
knowing my white knuckles
couldn't force you to hold on.
Now...
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eurisko:
hey, havent heard much from you lately, checking in to make sure youre still alive and well.
pale_blue_eyes:
gah i just tried your cell. jump on aim or something.
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surfbetty:
awww...thanks....it's all shitty and nasty at our beah...
edied cause it's beach not beah
[Edited on Sep 03, 2004 5:14AM]
edied cause it's beach not beah
[Edited on Sep 03, 2004 5:14AM]
eurisko:
where the wild things are was my favorite book when i was little... and i feel like a total asshole now because i told you i had a frame, but when it came down to framing it, the fram is about 2 inches too small. what should i do?
inspired by respect.
from this place of fantasy, of unreality and delusion, a mind- as alive as my own, has birthed itself into a tangible form. a man has come from an identity sheathed in facade and hidden by alias.
the name you know him by is not the name that his chocolate skinned
mother, in her leopard skin pants, called out the window to...
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from this place of fantasy, of unreality and delusion, a mind- as alive as my own, has birthed itself into a tangible form. a man has come from an identity sheathed in facade and hidden by alias.
the name you know him by is not the name that his chocolate skinned
mother, in her leopard skin pants, called out the window to...
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surfbetty:
mornin....how you doing today?....feeling any better?
surfbetty:
our ocean is very cranky today...I am so mad at myself I was supposed to do my turtle patrol this morning but i accidently slept in!!!!
I think that Jacksonville is gonna be fine as far as Frances is concerned, we are only expecting catagory 1 force winds 70-80 MPH it the people down south that are gonna get it...
I hope you get to feeling better soon...boys are stupid!!!
I think that Jacksonville is gonna be fine as far as Frances is concerned, we are only expecting catagory 1 force winds 70-80 MPH it the people down south that are gonna get it...
I hope you get to feeling better soon...boys are stupid!!!
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amstar:
yeah, you could crush me.
sturanium_235:
so what the fuck do YOU know about the "ka me ha me ha" bitch?!
yeah, you'd probably still crush me, but i'd still put up the best fight
yeah, you'd probably still crush me, but i'd still put up the best fight
he cried as he walked away. pacific ocean memories in his eyes.
remember the way you held me through those long summer nights?
you'd put your lips on the nape of my neck and whisper "i love you, girl. good night".
i hope that it was worth it.
thanks for all the pretty lies.
remember the way you held me through those long summer nights?
you'd put your lips on the nape of my neck and whisper "i love you, girl. good night".
i hope that it was worth it.
thanks for all the pretty lies.
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moralitydies:
what do you know, i have it. i think i missunderstood. i was searching for the album name as the song title in itunes. i will now listen.
i'll play it for you, but i can promise it will sound like shit.
i'll play it for you, but i can promise it will sound like shit.
moralitydies:
you're definetly still invited. we'll even let you sleep on the couch. no floor for you.
that song was about twice as long as it should have been. short just like your temper my ass.
that song was about twice as long as it should have been. short just like your temper my ass.
Humility may bore me, but recieving doses of it in forms this sweet are what keep my dreams alive.
LeyRae posted this in the Writers Group today.
LeyRae posted this in the Writers Group today.
Some of us sleep with notebooks by our bedside, and have waken at 3 am to write down another lyric, another scene, another idea. Some of us would gladly trade sleep for another chapter done. Some of us...
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moralitydies:
you are a SEXY BITCH!!! 
thejuanupsman:
your comment to jonnytrrrash7 was amazingly wrong. It is rare for me to see you make such a blatantly innacurate statement. I may not always comment. I may not always address what you have written. But I always read your journals. Sometimes I have to go back because I miss some. But the only time I dont read them is when you change them before I get the chance. I dont know for sure that this has happened but since I know you have changed some I did read I can only assume you must have changed some that I didnt get to. That kind of makes me sad. I wonder what I missed. 
i found the missing piece.
after all this time.
staring at the puzzle with the blankly gaping hole.
i can see the picture now, in my head.
the way it should have been all along.
i stood triumphiant, reached into my pocket and...
stared.
at the blankly gaping hole.
i found that missing piece.
i'm missing that found piece.
i'm finding that i'm missing that...
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after all this time.
staring at the puzzle with the blankly gaping hole.
i can see the picture now, in my head.
the way it should have been all along.
i stood triumphiant, reached into my pocket and...
stared.
at the blankly gaping hole.
i found that missing piece.
i'm missing that found piece.
i'm finding that i'm missing that...
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dizzy:
Yeah. this whole thing was sloppy, and it was my fault. You shouldn't have to deal with my ass backwards handlings.
moralitydies:
how's today going? 
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pb:
would that it were possible
desmobile:
that would sound like a great deal if we trade paris and california beaches for 2 weeks i'd go for it! 
i'd go for it! naivete is not without consequence.
mistakes made.
lessons learned.
mistakes made.
lessons learned.
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nerdboy2345:
thats life i guess
kosomot:
I'm going to miss you in group. Stay strong. 
It broke, but it wasn't his fault. He found it that way - laying there, useless, next to the tools I intended to use to fix it.
At first, he didn't even seem to notice.
"Wow, this is really cool. Why aren't you using it?", he asked.
I mumbled through a brief explanation of exactly how and why it didn't work anymore. I...
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At first, he didn't even seem to notice.
"Wow, this is really cool. Why aren't you using it?", he asked.
I mumbled through a brief explanation of exactly how and why it didn't work anymore. I...
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inabsentia:
I never got to finish talking to you yesterday. That sucks. We should talk again.
inabsentia:
Damn it's sad that you left. I haven't been in the group very long, but it kind of sucks watching it disintegrate.
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moralitydies:
you've been emailed.
sarcasticmenace:
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[Edited on Aug 27, 2004 9:28PM]
please somebody remind me why. i just can't fucking remember.
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chezgeek:
im going through a divorce right now, so i can sympathize on some things.... she cheated on me at least 9 times, with 9 different people. 6 in one week... and we have a daughter that is 18 months old now... i hate that she is going to have to go through some of the things i did when i was her age. people just suck sometimes... i hope that you feel better soon! i wish i could give you a hug and tell you it will be o.k...
edited because i cant spell 'things' right the first time...
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im going through a divorce right now, so i can sympathize on some things.... she cheated on me at least 9 times, with 9 different people. 6 in one week... and we have a daughter that is 18 months old now... i hate that she is going to have to go through some of the things i did when i was her age. people just suck sometimes... i hope that you feel better soon! i wish i could give you a hug and tell you it will be o.k...
edited because i cant spell 'things' right the first time...
[Edited on Aug 27, 2004 1:57AM]
funktion:
*poke*