First time in Chicago!

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My back cameras all janky and cracked so I'm taking awkward selfies..... I'm here for a couple more days but I'm already ready to come back :)

btflday777:
Your camera takes very artistic pictures! Sorry that it's cracked, hope you can get it repaired. Make the best of your time in Chicago!
deliriumgrey:
Thanks! A friend of mine can fix it for me. He even bought the part for it but i just havent had a chance to see him so he could fix it.

Happy halloween everyone

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I must say.... i really do love this costume..

Tis be my evil face


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deliriumgrey:
@btflday777 i listen to a lot of stuff. Mostly rock or metal.
btflday777:
Very cool, I have a very eclectic music taste too! I think it's easier to describe what I don't like, namely country! :)

Terrain mud run (victory pose)

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deliriumgrey:
Thank you!
wizard0:
Awesome!

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Its going to be almost 2 months since my boyfriends death. Lately, i been coping a lot better but now I'm just feeling confused and lost. I was practically alone most of my life. i had friends that i hung out with but because of my insecurities, i kept people at a distance. I finally got a boyfriend. Been together for 5 years. He dies...
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pointman11:
I am so sorry to read this. You are an amazibg woman.  You are not meant to be alone for ever. An accident is just random chaos that changes with the slightest of degrees. You are meant for amazing things. Please never doubt yourself. I hope your heart and soul heal soon
glass42:
I am so sorry to learn this about you.  On October 28, it will be 5 years since my wife collapsed and died in our home while I was at work.  These losses give the concept of "pain" a whole new meaning.

The celebration of Billy's life

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On Sunday August 23rd, Billy's friends and family held a memorial to celebrate and remember Billy's life. It was a beautiful day filled with love and stories of a man that left a huge impression on many people. Billy was a rare breed of human. He was kind, honest, and he was true to himself; he never censored what he said to anyone. And that's...
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deliriumgrey:
Thank you @wizard0 :)
btflday777:
He is smiling from above and is proud of you for the wonderful words you have for him!

Confession time

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What im about to say, i say not for the attention, but more like to come to acceptances to my issues. I have extremely bad self-esteem. So bad that when someone complements me i block it out and i laugh it off. I can't even look at myself in the mirror without feeling like putting a paper bag over my head and putting myself down....
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punkfan:
You are without doubt a beautiful woman. Self-esteem is a strange thing, sometimes it is disconnected from objective reality.
deliriumgrey:
Thank you  @punkfan. Its because im falling into the media circus of what's seen as 'attractive' in this world.  

Hiatus (?)

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As you know a few days ago my boyfriend passed away. Billy was the reason why I got into wanting to be a Suicide Girl model. Every time i sent him a new picture of me it made me feel really good when I saw that he had used it as his background picture on his phone. Now that he's gone, and I guess you...
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btflday777:
Wish you lots of confidence, happiness and ultimately satisfaction on this journey called life. You are a strong girl, you have learned a lot from your boyfriend and hope you can apply it for the future. Always be well and your SG friends will be always here for you.
twizz:
you have nothing to apologize for. take time to heal.

My forever

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Yesterday at 8pm i found out my boyfriend of 5 years got into an accident on his way home from sturgis in Montana. I thought it was some sick joke his roommate was trying to play with me but unfortunately it wasnt it.... yesterday i lost my best friend. I lost what was suppose to be my forever. Please rest in peace Billy and know...
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btflday777:
I'm so sorry, this news is so tragic, please accept my sincere condolences! Be strong during theses sad times.
milbond:
May he ride free now! RIP brother

Just another day.... :)

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Oh me..... just stretching some jeans and recoloring my hair with my showercap on

(.=^・ェ・^=)

baalseraph:
This showercap is rad! ;)

Techies!

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Someone Suggested i start a vlog thing about my daily life. I always wanted to start doing that.... even though my life isnt as glamourous. But i do like to talk out my thoughts. Anyways, in order for me to start talking to you guys i need to buy a webcam. Anyone know an afforable and good brand webcam? I dont want to spend more...
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baalseraph:
I bought a Logitech C525 HD Webcam last year and it's pretty good. If you're okay with 720p resolution and don't want to spend too much money, you should get this one. A good alternative for a higher resolution up to 1080p is the Logitech C920 HD Pro Webcam (but don't use the friggin' RightLight function, it sucks). It's more expensive but does have a few more features and produces better images and videos. Both cameras run under Win XP/Vista/7 or higher, but I would recommend Win7 or higher because there is (as far as I know) no driver disk included. Of course you can download all necessary software and drivers on the Logitech website. :)
deliriumgrey:
Awesome. Ill look into them. Thank you !
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